PAIN )':

Life

2012-01-15T16:51:00.001-08:00

It's been so long since I post~ how Are everyone? I'm having o level this year, gonna study like mad uh? And now I'm still on my recovery period. How long more then I can play sports? Sigh. I need to exercise !!!!

2011-03-25T10:34:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a great game i guess. We played well but we're not qualify. If there is more time, i guess we can but i know there is no such thing as more time right? Ha, i'm happy as my last game ended it well, that's what i would like to see in every games.. The fighting spirit ! Have a good rest and studies hard. Lastly, i hope we could play again some other days. Love you ! ♥

2011-01-13T21:01:00.000-08:00

Today school sucks cause i saw that stupid khetan's face. Hate him totally ! Irritating plus annoying, guess no one like him uh. Like one dog only.. still want to stay us back just to talk cock. Nonsense bodoh ! Go home and sleep lah, cb. Mother fly !
After school went hougang mall with yuting to take her stuffs then went to eat. After eat went to rivervale mall to buy things, after that wanted to go home but we took the wrong bus, ): Legs are tired, school bag are heavy. And also having headache for the whole journey when coming back. ):

2011-01-11T20:38:00.000-08:00

It's just the second week of the school and i'm already tired of going to school. When in class, feel so sleepy and tired. can't really go out of the class also. Fly man ! homeworks are coming, don't really understand what the teachers are teaching. This year N level can just die uh. Teachers also abit dumb uh, ask us to copy so many notes while she talk, how are we going to listen in sia?

I just don't freaking understand what the teachers are teaching..

2011-01-09T14:52:00.000-08:00

Yesterday had my first U-21 tournament for this year. Body aching like ... And azie &co came to watch. thanks. (: Alright, don't know what to write already. Goodbye. ;D

2011-01-06T21:06:00.000-08:00

Hey poeple, these few days i'm quite busy so didn't have the time to blog. Gonna blog a short post because i don't know what to write. (: School is still boring.. Homeworks are coming already. No time and no mood to do. Trainings and tournament now. I'm afriad that i can't cope with my studies and my sports.. Die, confirm fly high high uh. Ha, not forgetting today is taufiq's birthday. (: Happy birthday. :D Alright, bye people. (:

2011-01-04T05:39:00.000-08:00

Ohmygod ! First day of school like boring only. Speech and speech, super tired and sleepy uh !Principal more jialat, talked for 1 hour ! Fly uh this year. Teachers also still same as like year, if not change like shit. Super hate my co-ft. Extra + irriating + noisy + troublesome &&& KP ! Wonder how can i go through this year. Confirm fly ! Everytime my class kena, lousy teachers, lousy classroom, lousy everything ! Mother fly uh !!! Hair also like shit !

By the way tomorrow is my coachieeeeee's birthday ! (: Buying cake..

2011-01-02T08:44:00.000-08:00

Out at 11 plus. Went to the hair salon and waited for like 1 to 2 hours just to get my turn. Hair. Reborn and treatment. End everything at 6 plus. At there for 6 hours plus, damn tired ! Lucky limin came to accompany me. after that went to meet edmund and co. After that to punggol park and back home. Tired man !

2011-01-02T08:34:00.000-08:00

Out with them. Ate KFC, super full man and fun ! heh.

2010-12-30T04:13:00.000-08:00

Hey people, i was too bored now ! Keep sleeping.. so tired uh. Body aching also.. ): Tomorrow meeting the hockey girls. Kena lazy actually but this year gonna end so .. haha.
Wondering will i be happy when 2011 start. 2010 doesn't make me really happy? But what's over, it's over yeah. Gonna face the new year again. Good luck for my N level next year? ha.
Okay, bye people. ♥

2010-12-28T21:47:00.000-08:00

Hey people, i'm back from malacca, got friendly this few days also. Kinda tired but fun. I injured my legs too. ): No matter what i have to tahan right? Ha, don't know what can i do now.. I guess i'm ready for next year B div tournament uh. Ha. Hope we can win..

This few days kinda of thinking alot. Tired..
Can anyone tell me what am i suppose to do? I don't know what happened to me.. Everytime this thing happened, i'm wondering why. Why am i becoming like this? I just can't face myself after everything.

2010-12-28T02:00:00.000-08:00

This is a nice song. (:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NttFmxZJ08o

2010-11-29T07:37:00.000-08:00

Sigh.. I'm tired and stressed !
Please tell me what to do..

2010-08-28T22:07:00.000-07:00

YOG period

Pictures will do the talk, don't have the mood to post.

2010-08-11T05:36:00.000-07:00

Back from Korea

RECS

Back from Korea on 9 August. I guess it is a great experience to go to Korea to play hockey. I know i'm ain't very good at hockey, and also my legs are so useless. But i will try my best, i promised. Korea is a good place to enjoy, and also RECS is a club which i think is the best.
But when i was there, my mood changed easily. Sometimes i think, maybe i'm at fault but sometimes, somehow i think i'm so stupid. I know people may not like my behaviour and attitude, but that's me perhaps. During the trip i may think i'm useless or so called extra, because everytime what i do or what i say, someone will definitely say something.

I feel something which i never thought it would happen. Yet now i know everything. Everytime i'm the one who plays in other people's part and try to act with them. I feel like i'm nothing.

I guess i should start to learn and be mature.

2010-07-14T02:28:00.000-07:00

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: green tea
2. Last phone call: mummy
3. Last text message: may
4. Last song you listened to: ke xi bu shi ni
5. Last time you cried: just now

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: no
7. Been cheated on: ya
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nope
9. Lost someone special: yup
10. Been depressed: yup
11. Been drunk and threw up: yup

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. purple
13. Black
14. white

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend: yup
16. Fallen out of love: yup
17. Laughed until you cried: nope
18. Met someone who changed you: nope
19. Found out who your true friends were: nope
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yupp
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: nope
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 50%
23. How many kids do you want?: none
24. Do you have any pets: nope
25. Do you want to change your name: nope
26. What did you do for your last birthday: eat cakes
27. What time did you wake up today: 6 plus in the morning
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: thinking of something
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: alcohol
30. Last time you saw your Mother: last night
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: never accept him.
32. What are you listening to right now: hui hu xi de tong
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nope
34. Who's getting on your nerves right now: Myself
35. Most visited webpage: twitter
36. Whats your real name: Soh Zhen Ni Jenny
37. Nickname: AhJen
39. Zodiac sign: pig
40. Male or female? female la
41. Primary School: punggol primary
42. Secondary School : Punggol secondary to seng kang secondary
43. High school/college: -
44. Hair colour: brown, but not so brown
45. Long or short: medium
46. Height: 1.49
47. Do you have a crush on someone: maybe
48: What do you like about yourself: hockey
49. Piercings: yup
50. Tattoos: thinking
51. Righty or lefty: righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: -
53. First piercing: ear
54. First best friend: Shiyi?
55. First sport you joined: badminton
56. First vacation: malaysia?
58. First pair of trainers: o.o?

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: nothing
60. Drinking: nothing
61. I'm about to: wash my face
62. Listening to: music
63. Waiting for: this to end

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids: no
65. Get married : still long
66. Career: something not tough

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: kisses
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: BOTH!
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: nope
77. Drank hard liquor: yup
78. Lost glasses/contacts: nope
79. Sex on first date: nope
80. Broken someone's heart: yup
82. Been arrested: yup
83. Turned someone down: yup
84. Cried when someone died: yup
85. Fallen for a friend: yup

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: at times
87. Miracles: at times
88. Love at first sight: yup
89. Heaven: nope
90. Santa Claus: nope
91. Kiss on the first date: yup
92. Angels: nope

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: nope.
95. Did you sing today: yup
96. Ever cheated on somebody: yup
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: when i was sec 2
98. The moment you would choose to relive: no idea
99. Are you afraid of falling in love: maybe
100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths: nope

2010-07-14T02:08:00.000-07:00

Answer truthfully thank you.

Ever had a near death experience?
: no

Where’s your cell phone?
: beside me

What is the last thing you thought about?
: getting myself drunk

Do you regret anything?
: yes

What are you going to do this weekend?
: depends

When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
: Just now

Do you prefer revenge or just pure jealousy/envy?
: both (:

Who would you like your next “fling” to be with?
: don'r know

Would you curse in front of your parents?
: yes, i don't hide

Would you rather go to a party or out of town?
: out of town

Are you slowly drifting away from someone close?
: yes

Who can you tell everything to?
: no one

Can you play guitar hero?
: no, i'm lousy with that

is any part of your body sore?
: yes

missing someone right now?
: yes

is there someone on your mind that shouldn’t be?
: yes

Last alcohol beverage you drank?
: not sure.

Have you ever slept in a bed with the opposite sex?
: yes

If you had to move in with a friend, which one would you pick?
: i rather be alone

What’s the seventh text message in your inbox say?
: mine is by sender de uh

Met anyone new in the past week?
: nope

What does your bestfriends call you?
: nini

Who was the last person to go to the movies with you?
: not sure, it has been very long since i last watch movie

Are you currently fighting with someone?
: yes, myself

Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
: ya

Who/What would you like to see right now?
: alcohol

Are you mad at someone right now?
: yes, myself

What’s the nicest text in your inbox say?
: don't know, it seems like all the same

Do you mainly use your house phone or your cell phone?
: cellphone

Is there an empty place in your heart?
: yes

Do you count down the days till anything?
: only important things

Are you looking forward to something as of right now?
: yup

Anyone told you a secret this week?
: yea

Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
: no, unless it's spoiled or i don't have the mood

Do you hate anyone?
: i doubt so

When was the last time you laughed so hard you thought you were going to cry?
: i can't remember

Did you tell someone something today?
: nope

Do you trust people easily?
: no

What were you doing at 9pm last Friday night?
: watching show

Now , tag 10 of your friends to let them continue with it :)

Anyone can do.

2010-05-23T02:16:00.000-07:00

Kbox with 3 girls yesterday.

Yesterday out with 3 girls to kbox. And yesterday an old man went into girl's toilet, and i tell him here is a girl's toilet, and he replied,"i'm a girl." WTF right?? What a crazy guy !

Out with them, i don't know should be sad or happy. Perhaps is happy uh. Hope everyday will be like this.

2010-04-27T04:02:00.000-07:00

I'm lost in a deep deep forest..

Last year's.

This few days is busy about hockey. Maybe find one day go kbox. Had to relax sometimes. (: Alright, nothing much to say. Bye people. (:

Everyone do have friends or even very good friend,
but once a person is really hurt by their own friends/bestfriends,
they seems start not to trust anymore friends.

2010-04-16T17:48:00.000-07:00

The 'i thought' was all along just my thoughts

Sport Salute Night

Nothing much to post, going out to the food and fun fair in my school now. Bye. (:

2010-04-07T20:35:00.000-07:00

First coincidence, not counted, second coincidence, not counted, third coincidence, then is fate.

Well, hello people. It have been a very long time since i last post. Sorry for not posting as i'm busy with my things this period of time. And i injured my ankle when i was having a match. Had to recover before saturday and sunday. Because of this injuries, i have to rest and i can't go for training. And so, hope that my ankle can recover before saturday. Matches now are very important to me. Hockey is like my part of life. Somehow, i think when i'm playing hockey, i'm being myself, because only when playing hockey, i can put down everything and relax myself. After this, i think that hockey isn't JUST a game anymore, it’s a lifestyle. No trouble of relationship anymore. I'm learning to be strong when the day i left you. Cause i know it will never be the same anymore. And lastly, we're both sports player. I guess everyone would had a dream. You're like me, you love playing basketball very much, like how much i love playing hockey. We should play and work hard for our dreams cause i know i can't replace it. Alright, let's work hard and had fun. (:

No regrets anymore.

2010-03-08T04:21:00.000-08:00

Month of March....

2010-03-08T03:02:00.000-08:00

我好痛

Some people say, forgive and forget. But sometimes it's really hard. Something which you unexpected it will happen, it happened. No one can predict what will happened next.
There's something happened to my friend. I feel so useless when i see her. I know she don't want us to help her because she don't want us to be sad and worry for her. She want to face her problem by her own without anyone's help. She just hope us don't be sad for her. She says she know what to do as she is really tired. Hope her friends can understand her... She just needs some peace and fresh air to relax herself...

Today i was just tired. Didn't have the mood to study and talk, so hope people my friends, you may understand. (: Don't worried for me, i will be fine..

痛; tired.

For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace.

2010-03-04T22:51:00.000-08:00

I'm acting as if i'm happy..

Hello everybody ! It has been quite long since i last post, so i am going to post now man ! Now a days are really busy and packed. School, hockey and work ! Kinda tired everyday.Gonna be used to it yeah.. Tired myself so i won't be able to think about other things which makes me feel so low..

Tomorrow i do have a game at night, gonna be strong yeah ! Today's training is far, gonna reached home late again. ): Alright, my legs hurts as just now i ran 3.6 around the school. I hate my legs, really. It's so troublesome ! NO one will understand how important is my legs to me.. And, cross country is coming, it's on next thursday, 11 march. from 7.30-1200. Somemore must reached there at 7.20a.m. Gonna wake up early man ! Tired siol ! Ha. And lastly, i hate the ball in my class man ! She is really unreasonable. And she is crazy. Shouting like an idiot for nothing. You don't want to teach, no one force you yeah ! Seriously, you don't even know how to teach...

You leave me speechless,

when you talk to me.

You leave me breathless,

the way you look at me.
You leave me restless,

like the restless sea.

And i feel so helpless,

seeing you so close with her.

It is so meaningless,
when you say you like me yet you're with her.

2010-02-23T18:12:00.000-08:00

Our sweetest songs are those that tell of the saddest thoughts

Love Doesn't Come Alone

Unable to find what they call a heart's loneliness
Unable to find what they understand as the torment of being afraid of the dark
Unable to find the one who is destined to be with me
Many are like me
Living life alone
Love, it's just a few simple strokes
But more complicated than believed
Hate keeps love from changing
I've loved a few people
And have also been loved a few times
But still unable to hold on to happiness
Love, can't it be counted?
Why do i still believe
It's isn't a loner?
I'm waiting for someone
Waiting for my eternity
To tell me that love doesn't travel alone, not to ne afraid

Unable to use up all this flooding liberty
Now afraid that loneliness is a curse
Admiring me, someone who files, that after night falls,
I'd rahter return to
The stocks and chains of love
Love, it's just a few simple strokes
But more complicated than believed
Hate keeps love from changing
I've loved a few people
And have also been loved a few times
But still unable to hold on to happiness
Love, can't it be counted?
Why do i still believe
It's isn't a loner?
I'm waiting for someone
Waiting for my eternity
To tell me that love doesn't travel alone, not to ne afraid

Love, it's just a few simple strokes
But more complicated than believed
Hate keeps love from changing
I've loved a few people
And have also been loved a few times
But still unable to hold on to happiness
Love, can't it be counted?
Why do i still believe
It's isn't a loner?
I'm waiting for someone
Waiting for my eternity
To tell me that love doesn't travel alone, not to ne afraid

I'm waiting for someone
Waiting for my eternity
To tell me love doesn't travel alone, to believe in it

These few days was kinda busy and tired. Gonna take good care of myself before i get sick yeah. (:

Thought i could forget..

It's just so difficult..

Saw your __, i cried.

DETTERGER !

I hate this feeling, i swear.

Just because of one mistake,

everything is gone.

Cried.

2010-02-19T07:37:00.000-08:00

I'll give up !

Alright, hi everybody ! It had been quite long since i last post. Gonna post a short one yeah. Yesterday i had a match, we played our very best but we lost. Among so many of my matches, i think this is my very good game ever. And lastly, without teamwork, everything you does is nothing.
Today went for scr training from 8-10p.m. Kinda tired but still went. Learned a new skill and had a small game among each other. I ran like crazy in the pitch and now i'm still tired. Ha. Tomorrow, i do have scc, a carnival from 8a.m-5p.m. Gonna have a tiring day tomorrow again but it's okay. Hahas. Hockey is my love man so it's okay. ;D After that, sunday i do have U21 match. Gonna play hard even though these few days i'm filled with hockey. (:
Yesterday, school match
Today, src training
Tomorrow, scc carnival
Sunday, U21 match.
Monday don't know still got trainging anot.

And lastly, this part is for shiyi, yuting and limin :
I'm sorry as i am busy with my hockey and have no time for you all and even celebrating birthday with you all. I promise after my hockey things settle, i accompany you all out till what time also can, alright. Sorry yea. (:

I feel so silly and stupid.
I know things will not turn back like the past,

but i still so stubborn and continue do silly things.

From now on, i will try to forget you.

WE are no longer like the past anymore.

Everything had changed, even me and you.
So i will not waste my time doing stupid things.
Gonna give up and play hard for my hockey.
Jenny, i know you can do it !
C'mon Jenny, jiayous. (:

All the best yeah. ;D

2010-02-11T08:21:00.000-08:00

The fact is i hate you !

Pictures will do the talk. (:

2010-02-09T05:16:00.000-08:00

Sometimes your nearness takes my breath away;
And all the things I want to say can find no voice.

Hellos people, it has been a few days i didn't post. I was busy and tired these few days. On sunday, i went out with shiyi, limin & yuting. Went to shop for chinese new year clothes for 7 hrs, legs were very tired. We took many photos, those photos will be upload when i get it from shiyi and yuting. And for last tuesday, we had a game with twss. We lost but we played well. Today, it was our second game and it's will cg. We drew and we played well too. I was injured in the game. My legs are so painful now. ): Got one i was hit by a ball on my shin. It's was really pain as it is my injury. When i were hitted by the ball, we shin suddenly cannot move, it was really pain. I got hitted by the hockey balls alot of times too. Tomorrow there's training too. Gonna train very hard for the last game. Hope we can get into semi-finals and to finals. So we won't let our coach and ourselves down. We had played so hard until here, we should not give up alrights.
SENG KANG SECONDARY SCHOOL HOCKEY ROCKS !!

Valentine day is coming..

And i'm still single !

2010-02-06T04:57:00.000-08:00

Happy 15th birthday to SHIYI !

Time passes really fast, we had known each other for 7 years, and still counting. (: We use to be close but somehow we seems drift. I see you so happy, i felt happy too ! DOn't be sad anymore alrights. Smile always. ;D Alrights, you're finally 15 but i'm still older than you ! (: Hope you be happy forever and last long with nelsis ong ! Andandand, be more mature too. I'll be there for you if you need me alrights. My phone will always 24hours for you. (: Lastly don't do silly things anymore yeah.. Cheers !

I don't seem happy at all.

I'll learn to let go.
Lost & regretted.

2010-02-03T22:45:00.000-08:00

Happy 15th birthday to myself ! (:

Sorry for the late post..

31/01

Woke up around 10 plus. And my sister want me to accompany her to downstair to buy things to eat. So went to ready, after that when i open the door, i was surprised and touched. Shiyi, Limin, Yuting and Nelsis went outside my house singing the birthday song for me. Was really touched. After we went down and eat and play with the cake. Hahas. By the way, thanks for the present, friends. (:

After that shiyi, nelsis went to my house and bath, while yuting went to limin's house. After bath, went to downstair and meet together. Wanted to go punggol plaza to eat steamboat but don't have what we want so we decided to buy our own food and went to shiyi's house to make steamboat. And these are all by prepared by our own :

We were chatting and eating there for some damn long.. Eat till really full man ! hahas. Slacked at her house till 9.30p.m like that, and went home. Suddenly feel so low on that day. Thought you will come and look for me but you did not. It's really upset me. Sigh.. You gave me a answer which i had never thought of before. Ya, you've changed. I know is my fault to make you change. I'm sorry. Alright, continued, went to take bus and went home to celebrate with my family.

2010-01-30T03:32:00.000-08:00

Happy 15th birthday Natassha !

Today woke up at 6a.m. Get ready everything and went out at 7 plus to meet faz to go physio together. Reached the place around 8 plus and meet crystal and her friend. Ate old chang kee as breakfast. Laughs. Finished physio at 10, went to compass with faz. After that went home at 1. Use computer till 4 and went to sleep. Hahas. Feel so tired these few days, don't know why. And it's really fun to go for physio as i can learn many things. Eg. Tapping, and those exercises or stretches to do when needed to, and many other things. So next time when someone is injury or what, i know what to do. (: Okay so now, goodbye everybody. ;D

Tomorrow is my birthday,

2 more days to Amzar's birthday,
3 more days to shenghao's birthday,
4 more days is sheryl's birthday,
6 more days is shiyi's birthday,
16 more days is yuting's birthday,
22 more days is pingyao's birthday.

If our love was a fairy tale..

2010-01-29T23:27:00.000-08:00

Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me

Alright, today is friday, school end quite early. Went home straight after school. Go home packed my stuffs for hockey and went to school. When i reached school, i saw the basketball coming back from their competition. Asked about the scored and sengkang win. (: Well done boys. ;D After that, wanted to go for ssp before there's no one there so i went to the canteen. Slacked in the canteen till 4 plus and went to anchorvale. Saw many people there as tournaments had started. And today had a friendly match with the c div, won but i know i have become lousier. I hate my legs seriously. Sigh. Went to physio after the match. Tomorrow morning had to go for physio again. Gonna recover before my tournaments. ): Can't stand my legs man ! Alright, have to sleep early. If not tomorrow cannot wake up early. Goodbye and goodnights everybody. (:

Tomorrow is natassha's birthday,

2 more days is my birthday,

3 more days to Amzar's birthday,

4 more days to shenghao's birthday,

5 more days is sheryl's birthday,

7 more days is shiyi's birthday,

17 more days is yuting's birthday,

23 more days is pingyao's birthday.

Breathless

If our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we'd say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It'd be so beautiful if that came true
You don't even know how very special you are

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I'm thankful for the life we've made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don't even know how very special you are

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You're like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You're something special
I only hope that I'll one day deserve what you've given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

You leave me breathlessYou're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless
You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

This song is so meaningful. You wrote to me a song , and that i'll never forget till today. Sigh, only if you read my blog. You will understand how i feel, my little tortoise. Regretted..

Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you and every song I heard somehow related to you. I hate days like today, because they remind me of the one thing I dont have.

2010-01-26T19:40:00.000-08:00

The word " FRIENDSHIP " is not in my DICTIONARY !

Well, these few days is busy with the elective module. There are 10 courses :
-Multi-media game developer
-Innovation & enterprise workshop
-Junior chef
-Hospitality Professional
-Airline services
-Hairstylist
-DJ spin master
-Image consultant
-Interior design
-Fashion design
And i choose junior chef. (: Cook and eat these few days. Keep eating none stop these few days, gonna be fat soon !

Tomorrow will be the last day. Gonna enjoy yeah. (:

Alright, my tournaments are starting next week. Don't feel like playing. Too many things happened and it's like can't be solve. Moodswings can cause the mood when playing.

This fcuking small post is for you this B!TCH !
Scolded me in your facebook, and think i don't know.
I FCUK YOU, YOU UNDERSTAND !
Now prefect then treat me like a fcuker?

Prefect what fcuk, very big meh?
Just the school's dog right?
Do you even fit you scold me?

Who are you to me?

Why, with your bestfriend then big fcuk.

Now treat me like a bad person?

Eh, get this FCUKING clear, you've no rights to say me, you B!TCH !

People wanna mix around with upper sec, cannot?

You've no upper sec friends meh?

Come on la, don't say you don't have la.

Stop this FCUKING SHIT LA !

2010-01-24T15:12:00.000-08:00

Times change, people grow, things don't always go our way, but life is only what you make it.

Friday had a friendly match with PJC, we won but i was injured. I was angry with myself. I feel that my legs are useless. I can't even play a proper game. I hate it when it starts to pain. Why can't i be like the rest? Next week my B div tournaments gonna start. Gonna train hard and play hard as last year didn't have the chance. Each year is getting harder and harder. Really don't want to give up and get nothing in the end. I've worked so hard to get here, i don't wanna fall.

You say it, you mean it, and you do it !

2010-01-19T19:40:00.000-08:00

The great art of life is sensation, to feel that we exist, even in pain.

Didn't know what to blog actually. Don't know i suppose to be angry or sad..
Okay, i make it this way. Ant, anteater, jaguar and me.

I know apple last year. Anteater was good. Jaguar say why am i with mangoes now? And i say mangoes are friendly and good. And now i regretted telling jaguar those mangoes are good. Should have listened to jaguar. Now is a good example, i trusted you, anteater, so much but you disappoint me. It's really sad. Ant, you did disappoint me too. I thought you both are a good animals to me but now i know that i was wrong. Never gonna trust you mangoes again. Such a disappointment. I felt so stupid. From tomorrow onwards, you all walk your way, and i walk my way. No more close anymore. You make me can't rinse my head up again anymore.

People say i'm happy and cheerful now,

but i'm not.
The cheerful and happy Jenny had died few days ago.

I swear i never be like so happy like the past time.
That Jenny died because she don't feel happy anymore.
She feel so lost and tired of everything.
You people make someone sad, and ask for forgiveness.

What's the use for saying sorry when you keep repeating the same thing.
People say forgive and forget,

is that so easy?
When you do something wrong, you want to say sorry,

you will feel very hard, i swear.

2010-01-17T02:11:00.000-08:00

Effort only fully releases its rewards after a person refuses to quit

3n7'10

Group 13

Alright, hello everybody ! Jenny is back from her camp. I want those photos that take at the camp, those who have, please send it to me yeah. Thanks. By the way, i miss the camp really alot even though the campfire was boring. Trainers there are good and wonderful. Some are even handsome man ! Hahas. ;D Gonna miss all of you yeah. Went back to school around 1 plus i think. Went home to put things, changed and prepared for my hockey training but something happened. Went to settle everything and went for hockey. After training, reached home around 12 plus. It's a tiring day actually. By the way, there's something i have to say, i hate myself for being so stupid once again. I shouldn't start it again as i have my things to do. Hockey trainings almost everyday, this few days are having matches and tournaments are coming. Gonna play hard and well for those tournaments. Yesterday went for U21 tournament at 6 p.m. It's was my first time playing with them, and we won, really feel happy. Reached home around 10 plus. Today gonna take somethings at bedok. Tomorrow gonna have training. Those people are in the hockey team, please come for the training tomorrow. Tournaments are around the corner, so please come for the training. We had many things to learn and train. And also don't be late for any trainings, we really don't have enough time already.
Alright, i've done with my post. Gonna end here. Goodbye everybody. (:

2010-01-05T04:00:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Coach & Rayyan! ;D

Today is the second day of school. Was quite boring uh. And this few days were having training, is like monday to friday except thursday, we have training. Is tired but i think is good. Hahas. This is to train us for the B Division tournament this year and it's two weeks later. Alright, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO COACH YEAH ! Thanks for coaching me hockey and helping me all the time when i'm in trouble. You are a understandable person and a person i can trust. Wish you a wonderful day today yea. (: Okay, today went to rush to buy her present after school. And after training we, the hockey team sang coach a birthday song and i got a hug from her. Hahas. ;D Wanted to buy cake actually, scared it will melt after our training, so didn't buy. Maybe tomorrow we buying or some other days. (: So now, i've nothing to post already. Goodbyeeeeeeeee.

2009-12-31T05:41:00.000-08:00

Countdown for the day.

Without hockey, i'm nothing (:

Hellos everyone, today is the last day of 2009. Times fly real fast man! Well, life is short, break the rules, forgive and forget quickly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably, and never regret anything that made you smile. (: One thing chinese people always say, those you once had, don't forget, those belongs to you, don't give up, those you had worked hard for, must cherish, those already gone, keep as memories, and lastly, those roads you had walked, take it as a past. Hope next year can be a better year. ;D Alrights, i'm going out now, goodbye. [:

2009-12-08T23:15:00.000-08:00

Hockey is my life ! ;D

Hellos readers, i has been a long time since i last post. Just came back from the KL hockey trip. Well, after i'm back from Kl, i realised that actually i love hockey alot. My mind are all about hockey hockey hockey. How i wish i could play for national but i know i can't. I'm not as good as being a national team player. Ha, alright i miss those days seriously. The four days seems like so short. Even some things happened there, it won't stop me from loving this trip yea. On the trip, i do feel unhappy with something but i did not let it show on my face. Miss everyone, thanks for the concern too. (: I miss the trip really alot. Hope to have more trip yea. So now, i'm looking forward for the next training on wednesday and the next trip, don't know when... Hahas. Alrights, i will stop here yea. Bye !

2009-11-04T19:24:00.000-08:00

The reason to believe..

you cut my heart away

Gonna post a short post yea. (: Woke up around 10a.m, kinda bored so decided to change blog skin. It has been very long since i last change my blog skin. Found this blog skin, find it quite nice so change this. Later out with my sister for lunch, hahas. But unfortunately, is raining, but it's okay. Hahas. These few days went for hockey, if not stay at home play mahjiong. Hahas. Well, i'm gonna stop here then. Goodbye.

I knew it !
It's still the same.

2009-11-03T21:46:00.000-08:00

分开是一种解脱

I learn to br strong

Today went to school for the math remedial. Kinda tired uh. Feeling weird, like something is missing. Sigh. Going hockey later, goin rest first. Don't know what to say anymore. Waiting for something now, ha. Maybe i'm thinking too much. And there's something i gonna let everyone know. It is that i have letting go of my last relationship and got over him already. So people, don't worry about me alrights, i'm fine. Hahas. Gonna learn to be strong and get up after falling. Alrights, going off soon. Takecare people. Byebye. (:

I guess i have a strong feeling for you

but i know we won't be together.

You hansome, cute & caring,

i may not suit you as i'm ugly.

I like the way we message each other everytime.

You're really lovely and caring.

Sometimes i will think are we suit being together?

I do have feeling for you but i'm afraid to say

and not i still have feeling for my last relationship.

We used to message each other everyday

but after that day we met,

everything seems to change.

But you kinda not message me after seeing me.

Well, i'm upset.

But it's okay.

I can understand.

No one will like me
because i'm nothing good plus i'm ugly.

2009-11-03T01:37:00.000-08:00

爱情是一道伤口

It's all over

It has been a long time since i last post. And now there is a crazy girl sitting beside me, singing songs and going insane. Well, i'm going crazy about my results. It's suck to the core can? My results are horrible, i can't believe i can promote uh. I'm supposed to be retain in secondary two but i just don't understand why can i promote. I don't need any help from you, teachers. You all can help me now, but you all can't help me forever. And now i starting to be a good girl already. I have already quitted my habit for one week 1 day and putting 101% in my hockey from that day i started quitted my habit onwards. Gonna train very hard in my hockey. Tournaments are starting around February next year. My studies are totally jialat but i still have my hockey with me. (: Now i only left with hockey. I so lonely, can't have a good boyfriend beside me. ): Well, i will stop here then, don't know what to post already. Byebye.

2009-10-09T03:33:00.000-07:00

I gonna forget you !
I'm tired of faking a smile everytime.

My hearts die for you

Ps for not posting ytd, wanted to post but brother came back so can't use computer. Now gonna post one short post yea. Just now went hougang mall print photos and buy my chicken wing. (: Is delicious okay. Hahas. Now nothing to do, don't know what to do. Today is the 19th day. Not gonna tell anyone what does that 19 means. Hahas.

Alrights, i gonna to forget you,

i'm sure.

2009-10-08T04:20:00.000-07:00

I used to understand you the most, but seem no longer.

Saya Rindu Kamu

Today was late for school, den Neo and Zulkifi come out. Idiot siol, need to buy socks den can go back class. Wtf uh. Went to class nobody in class, went to dnt room. Start my work but angry uh. Redo those i have done before. After that is Zulkifi;s lesson. Went back to class. Tomorrow is History and English paper one. History sure fail uh. Hate that subject and Geography the most. Really hard uh. Took out the poohbear out and thinking of you. I want to forget but it's really hard. You hurted me really deep. Ya, there's a word on my leg. No one knows. Saya rindu kamu. Cried in class while listening to the song we sang at the kbox that time. I just want to know do you truly like me? I can feel the love when i'm with you but i don't know is it true anot. I just want to know, is that really difficult to say out?

You once said you won't hurt me,

but now?

You once said you won't leave me,
but now?

You once said you won't forget me,

but now?

You once said you won't does what other guy does,

but now?

You once said you will love me more than others,

but now?

It's all lie.

I thought i had found my true love,

but now?

Today is the sixteen days we broke up,

and ten more days to our "second month".

Miss you badly.

How i wish the time can turn back,

but i know is impossible.

2009-10-07T00:46:00.000-07:00

When you told me you'd never forget about me,
That's when I knew you were lieing,
Because when you said that you knew in the back of your mind,
I'd be just a faded memory.

I'm missing you.

Today went to school as per normal. Brought the birthday present gave me last year. Missing you real much. Listening to songs in class thinking about the past. It's really sad. How i wish i have a time machine so that i can reverse the time. But i know is impossible. I used to be the one who most understand you but seems no longer. Guess you hate me alot now? Don't know what's your mind thinking about, i just want to know. Everyday i do write my things in my phone which saved in my draft. Everyday do have your name. Ya, i'm stupid for keep holding on and not move on. Not i don't wanna let go, is i can't. It's hard. Without you is like without my life. Ya, perhaps you people think i'm foolish and silly but what can i do? In relationship, i'm a stupid, foolish and silly person. I'm a loser in relationship, a big loser. Kinda dying now. Gonna lost a friend, a bestfrd after 12a.m. Feel like everyone is leaving me. I'm lost in this world. Ya, maybe i shouldn't be living in this world. I'm useless and nothing.

Well, miss you alot yea.

How are you?

I'm dying soon, really.
I shouldn't be living in this world.

Because i'm useless and nothing in this world.

All those belong to me is now not belong to me.
I have nothing left.

2009-10-06T02:56:00.000-07:00

Every day I wake up and it seems I lose you all over again.

It's just like it will never heal.

Yesterday went to meet L and had a drink with him. Ya, i'm trying to smile infront of him but he knows i'm lying. I tried my very best not to be sad but i just can't. Drank and thinking. Don't know what i want. Was a little drunk after drinking plus i have my first paper tomorrow. At there awhile and went home. Alrights, i'm fine yea.

Today is my first paper, Chinese. Wrote my composition, title: He helped me. Guess you're writing my post now. I wrote the story which is real. Thanks for helping me and sorry for hurting you. I know how much i say, you still can't accept the facts. Never thought of having relationship that time, but it the end, i got a boy. Ya, he waited for me really long. When i'm with him, i'm happy. I never regret being with you. Maybe you're regret being with me. If not you won't choose this road. Sigh, looking at the two poohbear you gave, thinking about you. How i wish you can meet me someday...

My feelings were always true,

it was yours which wasnt.

You let my feelings die,

you let it meet hell.

I don't know what happen between us

but it dam sure wasn't right,

but for i still have the will to fight.

I guess breaking my heart just wasn't enough,

but now that i've lost you i've got no one to love.

I wish we could just forget and start all over again,

but it seems no matter how hard i try i just cant win.

Now thanks to you i've lost the love of my life,

im tired of all the pain and strife.

I wish you would stop leaving me

for what other people think,

i guess to you im just a fake.

I LOVE YOU alot but you just can't see,

your to busy trying to find ways to hurt me.

I don't know what i did it's just not fair,

i loved you alot but you just dont care.

I wish their was another way to bring you back,

i still love you and that's a fact.

Tell me what i can do to make our relationship better.

i really love you.i just can't afford to lose you.

please come back to me.

i really need you.

Don't you love me anymore?

2009-10-05T03:45:00.000-07:00

The fate of love is that it always seems too little or too much.

Tears drop like it never ends

Went to school as usual. Almost late uh. Hahas. Went compass point with shirley and faz then after that went my house downstair. Meet Limin, Darrel, Terence. All one call me one by one, funny uh. Reached there saw quite lot of people. Got Limin, Darrel, Terence, Nicholas, Jeremy, Mingyang, and others i don't know. After that went coffee shop to eat and went slacking for awhile. Bored yea. Don't know what to do uh.

Everytime when i'm alone,

i think of the past.

I just don't know why.

It appeared suddenly,

maybe it's because i'm feeling lonely.

I doubt.

People do tell me to smile,

and be happy like i used to be.

But it's hard.

I try very hard to forget but i just can't.
Remembered what you told me,

and the way you leave me.
I thought it won't happened again,
I thought you would never hurt me,

I thought you would never leave me,
I thought you will love me forever,
I thought you never break your promise,

I thought you would let me understand what is love,

I thought you will feel how i feel.
I thought...

In the end, i get this.

No one understands how i feel, really.
And how am I supposed to move on and forget about you

when you've taught me all I know about me?

2009-10-03T04:25:00.000-07:00

Sometimes your nearness takes my breath away;
And all the things I want to say can find no voice.

Peninsula plaza > Peninsula mall > Shopping mall

Had fun uh. (:

Got new bag too. But quite regret for buying that bag.

2009-10-02T22:26:00.000-07:00

My mind tells me to give up, but my heart won't let me.

Overdue photos.

Hello people, i'm back to post. How is everyone? Hahas. Well, i'm getting better but my legs still pain. Can't walk normally like i used to. Had a good game with australians. Injured but fun because i never played with australians before. They are really very good. They are all bigger size than me, omg ! Not only bigger size, they are few years older than me. I did play but i don't think i play well. Even we lost but i'm glad to have a game with them. Hope to have more match coming yea. I just love hockey but i know i can't. Don't know what's my mind thinking about. Sigh.

2009-09-25T22:41:00.000-07:00

Well, there's three song which the lyrics is nice. Look and listen.

Walking in the rain...

Sitting By The Window

Singing Songs Of Love

Wishing You Were Here

Because The Memory's Not Enough

Wear My Mask In Silence

Pretending I'm Alright

If You Could See Then You Would Be

Here Standing By My Side

It May Be Hard To Believe

But Girl You're The Only One I Need

It May Be Hard Along The Way

It's This Feeling I Get

When Blue Skies Turn To Grey

Feels Like I'm Walking In The Rain

I Find Myself Trying To Wash Away The Pain

Cause I Need You To Give Me Some Shelter

Cause I'm Fading Away

And Baby, I'm Walking In The Rain

Every Single Hour

Of Every Single Day

I Need To Cry, My Eyes Are Dry

I've Cried My Tears Away

Can't Help But Remember

How You Made Me Feel

You Dressed My Soul And Made Me Whole

You Made My Life Complete

It May Be Hard To Believe

But Girl You're The Only One I Need

It May Be Hard Along The Way

It's This Feeling I Get

When Blue Skies Turn To Grey

Feels Like I'm Walking In The Rain

I Find Myself Trying To Wash Away The Pain

Cause I Need You To Give Me Some Shelter

Cause I'm Fading Away

And Baby, I'm Walking In The Rain

Of All We've Said And Done

Remains The Memories Of Days

When Life Was Fun

But Now When You Are Gone

I Sit Alone To Watch The

Setting Of The Sun

Feels Like I'm Walking In The Rain

I Find Myself Trying To Wash Away The Pain

Cause I Need You To Give Me Some Shelter

Cause I'm Fading Away

And Baby, I'm Walking In The Rain

I Said Baby, I'm Walking In The Rain

怪胎

他们说我很怪尤其对於爱

老犯错太沉默老是学不乖

才开始就想逃跑从来不问未来

像个贪玩的小孩

他们说谈恋爱是一种负债

很甜蜜很花钱很需要忍耐

可是孤单要人命没有人能例外

得跟命运摊牌

天知道有多累害我这种人

没错你快些离开

也许真的是你欠我的债

偏偏你不醒来

为什麽喜欢我我这种怪胎

像原始人活在新时代

外表叛逆但心不坏不轻易恋爱

我相信永远不存在

别爱上我我这种怪胎

我的人生一路在修改

我说爱情是海底针真心很难买

忘了我让我一个人自由自在

开着车大声吼需要看看海

网路上寻着宝最近有点宅

我跟世界的比赛可是裁判没来

奖状就是无奈

天知道有多累害我这种人

没错你快些离开

也许真的是你欠我的债

偏偏你不醒来

为什麽喜欢我我这种怪胎

像原始人活在新时代

外表叛逆但心不坏不轻易恋爱

我相信永远不存在

别爱上我我这种怪胎

我的人生一路在修改

我说爱情是海底针真心很难买

忘了我让我一个人

别爱上我我这种怪胎

像原始人活在新时代

外表叛逆但心不坏不轻易恋爱

我相信永远不存在

别爱上我我这种怪胎

我的人生一路在修改

我说爱情是海底针真心很难买

忘了我让我一个人自由自在

三个字

爱情不是一道选择题。

我知道,那个时候你就已经做了决定。

你心里永远都有着一个相信。

而我的相信,就是支持着你的相信。

因为,我心里有三个字,不能告诉你…

如果没有你和他的约定

我的爱会不会有一种权利

成为你的行李

陪着你去旅行

无论是北极还是雨林

我还守着我和他的约定

最后幸福会写下一份证明

就算没有日期

就算还会伤心

我仍相信生命的奇迹

不该再用我的爱困住你

不该再让你眼中有泪滴

好无力去找寻

那三个字的替代句

也许我们从此不再相遇

永远记得你微笑的眼睛

别伤心你放心

我知道三个字的意义

如果有一天命运让我们再次相遇

而你的答案还缺少一个回应

或许你不知道

其实我也在等待另一个奇迹

我还守着我和他的约定

最后幸福会写下一份证明

就算没有日期

就算还会伤心

我仍相信生命的奇迹

不该再用我的爱困住你

不该再让你眼中有泪滴

好无力去找寻

那三个字的替代句

也许我们从此不再相遇

永远记得你微笑的眼睛

别伤心你放心

我知道三个字的意义

别伤心你放心

我知道那三个字的意义

当你笑着找到你的相信

我会将这三个字化作你的姓名

永远的放在心里……

2009-09-25T21:49:00.000-07:00

Sick of Crying, Tired of Trying. Yeah, i'm Smiling but inside i'm Dying...

Well, past few days, last week i think, went to hospital. Hais, grandmother staying in hospital for quite a long time. Adults says, she only left three months. Three months, not three years. Wtf. After knowing this, really sad. After that, something happened to me. I was thinking is this fate? At that time, i'm thinking i was like nothing. It's like everything is leaving me and i left nothing, lost everything at once. Is this what everyone wants? There's a quote which suit me : If you love something let it go, if it comes back to you it's yours, if it doesn't, it never was. I'm lost, really lost. Don't know what i want or what to do. Pain & Tired. Trying to learn to let go because love is just like a game, there will always be only one winner, and i lost the game. I'm such a big loser in love game. A big loser. Doing things stupid and get scolded from friends. Stupid me uh. Hais, gonna have more rest.

2009-09-25T02:43:00.000-07:00

Tired.

Hellos readers, sorry for not posting for so long. Actually also nothing to talk about. While, i'm happy alrights. Friends, don't worry for me. I'm really fine. But sorry if i did those things which you all hate. I just don't know what i can do. My history is back. Alrights, don't wish to say it out. Going school became a joke to teachers, i guess. They may be shocked as they first time see me became like this. I also don't know what's wrong with me. This have happened to me before, why should i be like this? Well, i'll learn. Takecare people.

Specially for you.
06/10/09, you're going. I miss you. I'm sorry for what i did. You're always the best yea. Takecares.(:

2009-09-17T18:42:00.000-07:00

Happy One Month, Bi ! (:

Finally it's one month, waited for so long. ;D I'm happy being with him even though sometimes we were having quarrels. When i need him, he is there for me. Love him always alrights.
Well people, it has been real long i didn't post yea. Gonna post one now. I'm sick for two days already. Fever, flu, cough and sore throat. Kena all in the same time. Ytd my temperature increased to 38.2. ):

Went to see doctor, waited for an hour plus to be my turn to see the doctor. It's really long uh. The doctor gave me three days mc. Gonna rest well at home ya. Now at home waiting for Bi to end school, den we go out. (: Maybe going out with Kor & Daddy. (: See you all soon. <3

2009-08-30T22:53:00.000-07:00

AhJen is feeling tired and sick of everything.

People, you all don't bother to come and look for me. I just need some times to be alone. Feeling really sick this few days. Having headache, fever and flu. I saw my sisters ytd, they seem quite happy now. Well, continue to be like this alrights. And, i maybe on mia this few days bahx. Takecares people. Please rmb don't have to look for me at all and i will be fine. Will end here den.

Hais, i'm just feeling so low don't know why.
I'll be fine after all.
People, don't worry about me alrights.
Takecare.

2009-08-24T00:26:00.000-07:00

A deepest pain in my life.

Nvr expect it will happen...

Well people, it have been like many years i did not post already. Now i do have the time to blog as i have nothing to do now. This few days were like normal. Go out everyday, meet him and our friends. Went watched movie, play pool, arcade, bowling. Love going out with them as they always made me laugh. I love them alrights, not forgetting my both sisters. Really had a lot of fun with them. I hope we can be like this forever yea. Not forgetting 1808091951. Thanks for everything. I hoped you won't regret having me. I do have bad past. I thought i would be single forever, but now... Thanks alrights. I really happy going out with you. You waited me for so long. I remembered that day, i ran away as i wanna avoid you. And now, i promised not to run again. I love you lots alrights.

Sisters, sorry for not being there for you both.
i know i'm no a good sisters.
I promised to be there for your both but i continously breaking the promise.
I'm sorry alrights.
And also you both no need to worry for me.

I'm fine.
Things had already happened, cried also can't change anything.
I'm willing to forget everything, really.
I will try my best to forget everything,

so ya, you b't worry for me alrights.
I know what to do.
And finally i'm with him.
I nvr let you both down yea.
Me and him are very happy now.

Thanks and sorry sisters.

1808091951
Boy, thanks for everything.
Thanks for accepting my past.
Thanks for being there for me.
Thanks for your hug.

Thanks for your everything.
I swear i will not regret to be with you.

I love you alrights.

Well, i'm really stupid.
No one understand how i feel.
But what i said now, is too late.

I can't changed anything.

This is all my fault, i can't blame anyone.
My heart was like tearing each day.
I have lots of problems,

yet my sisters too.
I'm worried for them.

So many things had happened.

I really don't know how to face it.
Sometimes i wish i could die,

so i won't think so much again.

Hais.

2009-08-10T05:39:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU, GOH LI MIN !~

Firstly i'm sorry for not accompanying you today. I know i had promised you that i'm meeting you today but i broke the promise. Sorry ya. Actually meeting you, but i was late, so me and shiyi went to buy a present for you. We think very long to choose your present, and lastly we bought this for you. Hope you like it. The reason we choose this present is for you to record you life when you're inside. I really hope you learnt your lesson now, it's really hurt when i heard this news. I'm sorry for not there beside you when this thing happened. When you're out, must rmb to contact me first yea. And there's something i wanna tell you. You used to be happy, smiling & laughing like crazy, but now... I don't wanna see you sad, i wanna see you happy. I want you to be like last time. Nothing much to say le, still happy and takecare of yourself alrights. Cheer up always yea. ;D
Once again, happy birthday to you. (:

Today's :

Today went out with shiyi. It has been a long time we didn't go out tgt yea. Took some photos but those photos are with her now. Waiting for her to upload. Don't know she went home already anot, worry for her. She was walking alone home, and the road is like so scary at night uh. Takecare of yourself ya. Hahas. And and and, cheer up too yea. Both my sister were sad, this made me more sad too. SISTERS PLEASE CHEER UP ALRIGHTS ! ALWAYS UH ! Nothing much already.Takecare people, bye.

2009-07-16T22:15:00.000-07:00

Well, girl hope you really changed & learnt.

This few days had some quarrelled with my parents. Just don't know why going to school is like goin to prison. I just don't feel like goin to school. Facing teachers & book that i hate. Teacher had thrown away all my books, how can i continued studying? Things keep confiscated by teachers. I just don't wanna go school anymore. How i wish i can just go for hockey and not school. Because it's really like shit. Hockey is better because it's my hobby and my cca. Now tournaments keep coming but i like it. Monday is gonna have tournament, hope i can win. Goin to be changed and go for training now. Bye peoples.

Girl, hope you really learnt your lesson and changed.
Everytime when i know you will meet them,

i'm so worried, really.
I really scared one day something will happened to you.

And now something had happened to you.
It's really sad.And i'm really disappointed.

From now on, anything please let me know.
i don't wanna be the last one to know everything,

cause wait till i know, it's too late.
So ya, remember.
Your parents and your boyfrd are the best.
Anything you can come find me or shihan.
I promised to be there for you, really.
Loves alrights. (:

2009-07-05T22:31:00.000-07:00

I've got to be strong, i can't let any of my friends or even family to be hurt.

Readers, i'm posting this especially for TANSHIYI.
So you people don't bother to read it alrights.

Sorry sister for letting you saw that incident that you shouldn't have seen. You don't have to feel sorry because i know you wanted to help but you just don't know how to help. But even if you want to help me that day, i also won't let you help.I can't let any of my friends or even you, my sister to get in trouble with me. My things, i will settle myself. You should understand me, i hate people who get involve my things which will harm you all. Want die, i will die myself, but once something happened to any of my friends or you, i will definitely help even it's risk my life, i will do it. Nothing is important than my friends or family getting hurt. I know that i have suffered long enough but i must continue. No matter how worst i suffer, i will still suffer by myself cause i can't imagine how bad i was if i let you guys suffer. It's really hurt when i see my friends suffered. I treated you as my best sister among all my friends, everytime when you were sad, i will sure be there for you, for now i will still do the same time. My handphone is open 24 hours for you. Anything you can just give me a call, i will immediately go find you, seriously. I know you can't stand my attitude, but do i have a choice? I'm like this, anyone can hate me for who am i, i can't hate myself. Because if you want people to love you, you must love yourself first. And you don't have to feel bad as a sister because i know you have put in alot of effort to help me. I know you won't want me to see you sad right? So cheer up alrights. And for the hockey team, thanks alrights. I know you all cared about me, sorry to let you all down. Once a team, forever a team alrights.

2009-06-24T22:50:00.000-07:00

AQUARIUS (Does It In The Water)
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out.
Found it in my mail.

Nothing much to say about. So that's all.

2009-06-21T12:08:00.000-07:00

Don't wait till something is gone,

and then start to cherish.

1 year,
365 days,

8760 hours,

525600 minutes,

3153600 seconds,

every day,

every night &

every time,

i always miss you. (:

Yo people, sorry i didn't have any photos but have picture to post because didn't have the time to upload. I will get it uploaded the next post ya. Btw i'm bored. Now is already 3.13a.m, nothing to do. Tomorrow still have training at 9, gonna sleep soon. Btw when i'm outside, people do sent me msg about the voting of the extension of holidays. I had already voted for it, so people please vote for it too. (: The website is http://www.channelnewsasia.com/singapore/index.htm. Hope you people vote for it, don't wish to go back school so early. Laughs. ;D

Well, i miss him.

Everytime listening to those songs,

it remind me of him.

Yesterday someone told her that what he do is for her.
I was like, sad uh.

But don't worry, i gonna be strong.

She is happy with her boyfrd now,

that's great uh.

Last long alrights.
Nothing much ya.

2009-06-20T04:42:00.000-07:00

Quiz tagged by RuiXing.

1) The first person who ask me to do:
[ruixing]
2) Your relationship with him/her:
[Jie & mei]
3) First impression on him/her:
small
4) Your most memorable moment with him/her:
[ talking with each other?
5) The most memorable thing you said to him/her :
[Nothing?]
6) If him/she becomes your lover?
[Lols, we're not les man !
7) If him/she becomes your lover, what would you like him/her to improve on?
[Lols, already say not les le, don't ask this kind of question !]
8) If he/she becomes your enemy, what would ou do?
[won't become my enemy cause we seldom see each other.]
9) If he/she becomes your enemy, what's the reason?
[ Lols, look on the question before this question. ]
10) The most desired thing you wanna do for him/she now:
[Lols, nothing.]
11) Your overall impression on him/her:
[Cute & small]
12) The characteristic you love about yourself:
[To be myself]
13) The characteristic you hate most of yourself :
[Not to be myself]
14) The most ideal person you wanna be with is:
[-]
15) For those people who cared and love you, say something about them:
[ThankYou! <3]

Paiseh, the rest i lazy to do.Will stop here den.

2009-06-20T04:41:00.001-07:00

Quiz tagged by may.

1. Real name: Jenny soh.
2. Nickname: AhJen.
3. Starsign: Aquarius.
4. Male or Female: Female.
5. Primary school: Punqqol Primary.
6. Secondary school: Seng Kang Secondary.
7. Jc/poly : Don't know.
8. Hair colour: Brown.
9. Long or short: Long.
10. Loud or quiet: Loud.
11. Sweats or jeans: Sweats.
12. Phone or camera: Both? ;D
13. Health Freak: =.=
14. Drink or smoke: Both.
15. Do you have a crush on someone: No.
16. Eat or drink: Both
17. Peircings: Yea.
18. Tattoos: If can.
19. Been in an airplane: Of course.
20. Been in an relationship: Of course.
21. Been in car accident: No luhs, car accident i still here.
22 Been in fist fight: Maybe.
23. First Piercing : Ears
24. First best friend : Not sure.
25. First award: Forget already.
26. First Crush: Primary school.
27. First Vacation: Er...like what?
28. Last person you talked to: LiMin
29. Last person you texted: LiMin
30. Last person you watched a movie with: Forgot.
31. Last food you ate: Rice!!
32. Last movie you watched: I forget le..
33. Last song you listened to: Nobody.
34. Last thing you bought: Ice-cream.
35. Last person you hugged : LiMin.
36. Food: Anything.. Can eat de..
37. Drinks: Anything!!
38. Clothing: Anything
39. Books: Do You think i like to read??
40. Song: Any nice song.
41. Flowers: Rose
42. Colours: Purple, black, grey, white, blue.
43. Movies: HORROR
44. Phrase: Lalala.
45. Subjects: Chinese.
46. Have you kissed in the snow: No
47. Celebrated halloween: Nope.. [:
48. Had your heartbrokened: Of course la.
49. Went over the minutes on your cellphone: Of course lahh..
50. Someone questioned your sexual orientation: No.
51. Gotten pregnant: No, I also dun wan & underage okay??
52. Had an abortion: Not even pregnant.. Think too much le...
53. Done something you regretted: Yupp, Of course..
54. Broke a promise: Yupp..
55. Came out of the closet: Yea , when playing hide & seek
56. Hid a secret: Of course lahh...
57. Pretended to be happy : Yupp.. Then tell people i sad mehh?
58. Met someone who changed your life: Yupp..
59. Pretended to be sick: Last Time!!
60. Left the country: As in?? Go oversea??
61. Tried something you wouldn't try and like it: Yupp, Sometime..
62. Cried over the silliest thing: Yupp..
63. Ran a mile: yupp
64. Went to the beach with your best friend : Yupp..
65. Stayed single the whole year: Trying not to.
66. Eating: No? maybe ltr.
67. Drinking: No? maybe ltr.
68. I'm about to: go out.
69. Listening to: Love story.
70. Plans for tomorrow: Go Training lor..
71. Waiting for: Him to come out.
72. Want kids: Never think of that now..
73. Want to get married: Nope.
74. Careers in mind: maybe.
75. Lips or eyes: Lips
76. Shorter or taller: TALLER!!
77. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic
78. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both.
79. Sensitive or loud: Both.
80. Hook up or relationship: Relationship.
81. Trouble maker or hesitant: Can say so.
82. Lose glasses or contacts: Don't know.
83. Run away from home: Last year.
84. Hold a knife/gun for self-defence: Maybe.
85. Killed somebody: No.
86. Breaks someone's heart: yupp..
87. Get arrested: Once.
88. Cried when someone died: Yupp, Of course..
89. Yourself: I just wanna be myself.
91. love at first sight: DEPEND!!
92. Heavens: ah den, hell mehx?
93. Santa Claus: dotz.
94. Sex on the first date: Sex your head.
95. Kiss on the first date: Forgot.
96. Is there one person you want to be with right now: Yupp, Of course..
97. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life : Not Really..
98. Do you believe in god: Ya.
99. This is the 99th and Last Now tag 3 people to do this..

1)ShiYi
2)Megan
3)Anyone.

2009-06-18T22:43:00.000-07:00

There is one pain, I often feel, which you will never know.
It's caused by the absence of you.

Well people, it have been weeks i did not post. And now i'm back. You people miss you right? I know i know. Hahas. Those photos on top are those i take currently but didn't post as i have no time and no mood to post. I'm feeling so lonely this few days.

Somehow i miss them.
One by one went in,
leaving me alone.

First is YaoDe, den is RuiFa,

Botakk, YewChong & XiaoNic is gonna go in soon.

Today, is Sheena and Zanna.

Now i only can say, when you all are inside,

takecares alrights.
Hope you all learnt your lessons when you all are inside.
Who gonna be the next, i dk,

perhaps is me?

Takecares friends.

With Love,

AhJen ♥

2009-06-01T21:13:00.000-07:00

It's just a random picture. =D

People ,i'm back yea. Got miss me? Hahas. Didn't took much pictures this few days. During this past few days ,many things happened yea. I'll try to be strong ya.Nothing much to talk ,goin to bath now as my sister and i are goin to gym. (:

I'll being missing shiyi ,limin ,megan ,ruifa ,leslie and many more alrights.
Too many to list uh. xD

Firstly, i would wanna thank you girl.
You know who are you ya.

Thanks for being there for me when i need you.
Thanks for cheering me up when i'm really sad.
Thanks for helping me when i need help.
Thanks for going through everything with me.

I love you yea.
Secondly, people which know what happened to me,
i promised i'll be strong,

i won't do any foolish or even silly thing.
I'll cherish every single minute and also second in my life.

Thanks people.
Last but not least,

boy, i'm sorry.
I know i had hurt you really deep.
I just hope you can give me some times.
I need time.

During this time i think i won't want any relationship.
Having 5 to 6 months of single life,
i'm happy.No need to think much everyday.
I felt so relax ya.
Hope we would have our own happiness one day.
Hope you can find a better girl.
For me, you don't need to worry.
I think i would want to continue having a single life.
But i hope you won't think i'm playing you.
Seriously, i'm not ya.
All the best to you boy.
Takecares.

2009-05-30T23:43:00.000-07:00

It had happened...

Well people ,it has been years i never post already rite? Sorry guys ya. Saturday went for src ,got first. Was happy ,tired and also angry. Happy as i won and got champion. Tired as this few day i didn't have enough sleep plus play very hard for the game. Angry because was having some problem in the game. Everyone played really rough ,so do i. Fall down alot of times. Legs pain. Whole body pain. Went to eat after the game around 7 plus. Ate and slacked awhile till 8 to 9 plus ,den went home. Went to meet limin at our house downstair ,and went smoking ,after that went home. really very tired.

On Thurday ,
something happened.
This was my first time ,having a big pain on my body.
I swear not to drink ,really.
I regretted for not listening to my parents and my friends.
Now regret already too late.
What can i do? Cry?
Ya ,i cried.
After that day ,i do cry everyday.
I just can't forget ,girl.
You told me to forget but i really can't.
It is really pain ,i swear.
My tears will keep rolling down m cheeks,
whenever i'm alone,
as this incident will keep reminding my pain.
Thing had happened ,even if i keep crying,
nothing will make it not happen.
It's really hurt me alot.

2009-05-14T07:19:00.000-07:00

Went to do this.....

J : Jealously.
E : You are a very exciting person.
N : You like to work, but you always want a break.
N : You like to work, but you always want a break.
Y : You cause a lot of trouble.

S : You are very broad-minded.
O : You are very open-minded.
H : You are not judgmental.

Z : You're always fighting with someone.
H : You are not judgmental.
E : You are a very exciting person.
N : You like to work, but you always want a break.

N : You like to work, but you always want a break.
I : You are always smiling and making others smile.

2009-05-06T04:58:00.000-07:00

Happy 14th Birthday to QianHui.

Wish you had a wonderful birthday with us alrights.
Loves.
Today during history lessons ,damn angry with Mr Zul.
Bias luhs him ,asshole.
Teachers/DM can bias mehx?
It's totally unfair luhs.
Why can't you all treat everyone the same?
Dm/teachers very big mehx?
Please luhs ,don't like me ,say luhs.
Keep catch me for whatever you all can think to catch me.
Totallay pissed off by that la !

2009-05-05T05:59:00.000-07:00

Today

Today in school ,you shouted at me 10 times.
Hit me until red and say me very _______.
Damn sad luhs.
Fgi.
After school ,went to TOLC room for detention.
Have a talk with Miss Wong ,quite relax uh.
Well ,i only can say ,she understand or know me quite well.
Had fun there too.
After that ,went to plaza mac to buy kfc and went to punggol end.
Don't know why suddenly joey and sheryl wanna go there.
So went there till 6.
Those pictures are on the top.
Had fun and we were standing in front of the sea screaming.
Really feel tired inside.
After that went home.
Tired uh. Yawn.

2009-05-05T05:25:00.000-07:00

Past few days ,didn't post much because didn't upload the pictures.
So now gonna upload those pictures.
And now ,let these pictures do the talk alrights. (:

Ellice & me.

Ellice & me.

Ellice & me

Me & Angela

Cherine.

Breezer !

Me & LiMin

Cherine, Limin & me.

Me & Limin.

Me & Cherine

LiMin & Cherine

Me ,LiMin & Cherine

LiFang & me.Me & Tiffany.Me & Sheryl. Me & Megan.
At Amk.

2009-05-02T23:03:00.000-07:00

Quiz tagged by RuiXingMei. (:

1. Real Name : Jennyy
2.Nickname(s) : AhJen
3.Age : 14(:
4.Height : Can't say. =X
6.Spec or contact lens : Spec
7.Horoscope : Aquarius
8.Male or Female : Female
9.Tv or Games : Tv
10.Primary School : PunggolPrimarySchool
11.Secondary School : SengKangSecondarySchool
12.Poly or Jc : Don't know yet.
13.University ? : Lols ,can i go in?
4.Hair colour : Brown
15.Long or short hair : Long hair
16.Loud or Quiet : Loud
17.Sweats or Jeans : Sweats.
18.Phone or camera : Both
19.Heath Freak : ???
20.Drink or smoke : Both
21.Have a crush on someone ? : No?Can i?
22.Eat or drink ? : Both
23.Piercing(s) : Ears
24.Tattoos : Wanted to put
25.Social or anti-social : Social
26.First Relationship : Not telling :)
27.First bestfriend : ShiYi
48.Wealthy or happiness : Happiness.
49.Want to get married ? : Maybe not?
50.Want kids ? : No, very pain.
51.Careers in mind : Still not comfirm.
52.Fight before ? : Ya
53.Most regret of : Alot of things.
54.Talented in : Hockey ,but now failing.
55.Weak in ? : Alot of things.
56.Romantic or spontaneous ? : Romantic
57.Lips or eye ? : Lips.
8.Nice stomach or nice arms ? : Both
59.Shorter ? Taller ? : Taller
60.Protective or Caring : Both :D
61.Hook-up or Relationships : Relationship
62.Troublemaker or hesitant : Both. xD
63.Lost glasses or contacts : Dotz.
64.Ran away frm home : Last time.
65.Held a gun/knife for self defense : Both better. (:
66.Killed somebody : Almost ,hahas.
67.Broken someone's heart : Yes.I'm sorry alrights.
68.Been arrested : Once.
69.Cried when someone died : Yea.
70.Missed someone alot alot : Yea.
71.Yourself : alot to list out ! Laughs.
72.Miracles : I do believe.
73.Love at first sight : had before.
74.Heaven or Hell : Heaven of course.
75.Santa claus : I want everything.
76.Cartoon or anime : I have grown up.
77.Tooth Fairy : Healthy tooth.
78.Kiss in th first date : Yea.
79.Afraid of death : No.
80.Handsome or cute : Both
81.Pretty or cute : Both
82.Reality or dream : Both
83.Is there a person you want to be w now ? : Don't know.
84.Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now ? : No ,really wish i had nvr born.
85.Do you believe in fate ? : Yes.
86.Do you believe in fate ? : Yes
87.Do you believe in god ? : Yes.
88.How often do you lie ? : Countless.
89.Do you respect elders ? : Don't know.
90.Are you a good kid ? : Of course
91.Do you like your family ? : Yea.
92.Do you like your friends ? : Yea
93.Are you greedy ? : No?
94.What do you want now ? : Many things.
95.What will you wish for ? : I had nvr born.
96.A truth to first person ? : Me, myself & I
97.A truth to second person ? : Family
98.A truth to third person ? : Friends
99.Do you even trust yourself ? : Sometimes.
100.Post as 100 truth and tag 8 ppl .
1. Shiyi
2. Megan
3. Julia
4. Qianhui
5. Tiffany
6. Joey
7. Sheryl
8. May (:

2009-05-02T22:01:00.000-07:00

Happy 14th Birthday Jillian !

Well Jillian, i do really know you but i hope you were happy slacking and playing with us.
Hope you have a wonderful birthday celebration alrights.Go bath again uh ,the egg smell really strong. xD Takecares alrights. (:

2009-04-27T06:30:00.000-07:00

Replying tagges.

shiyi0jennysucks: YOU , **** OF AND DIE !!!!!

-Lols.

shiyi0jennysucks: And i know , you face is so ugly that when someone sees you , he/she will go straight to heaven , so you @#$%ing bastard of ***** , @#$% OFFFF . (:

-Thanks.

Josef: knn , spam uh also spam got logic abit la . you type simi lanjiao , also cannot see . Lcb , stop spam la , see also dulan , want spam , spam with nicer typing la .

-Dotz.

qianhui.to.Jennysux: Hey hey who are you sia don't bark behind the com lar

- It's shiyi.Lols.

Angela: o.o Hellos !

- Hellos.

-Tony: my T@g to you (;

-Thanks.

-Tony: and if these spammers don't wanna Get The FCUK Off. Ban them. Don't need to waste your time on these kind of people

- Lols.Thanks.

Joey'♥-shiyi0jennysucks: you kb so much about jenny for fk ? want say , say right infront of her face uhs ! stop acting like a dog barking behind the computer . time to grow up ehs ._.

-Dotz ,it's shiyi.

Passerby: Thanks .

- (:

Passerby: Eh,to shiyi0jennysucks,u bombing jenny is it?She cb face?U lj/idiot/retarded face lah.If u're better than her,show yourself la.Don't hide behind comp and step one DUA ah lian/beng.Why must she fck off

-Lols.Thanks but that's my friend.

Passerby: and die?This is her blog,u are th one who should fck off and die and dun come back to life.Opps, i dun think u even have a life now.Humji dog.

-Lols.

Sheryl: Don't care the lowlife spammer

-Dotz.

Sheryl: And ohyar, show me the file again! haha i wanna see tht *erhem paper. I think i lost mine !

-Orh.

julian: Lmao haha , idiots spammer scolding Jenny which is refering to himself or herself , because they cant get thier face right ! Too oily until can fry egg at your face ah ? Hahah .

-Hahas.

rafi: Jenny relax yeah

-Can i?

qianhui.to.Jenny: haha hihi tweety <3

-Hi.

EUNICE: CB! Spammer, please get yourself a life. You're soooooo immature. Why use people name? POSER! You're just immature. K, you want attention aren't you? Please look yourself in a mirror before saying

-Thanks.

EUNICE: my pretty ai ren ugly hor. I bet you didn't even saw her before face to face. Any know how to bark behind the com, aren't you useless?

-(:

EUNICE: Please, grow up! Write your big name lar, -'-.

-(:

EUNICE: You got balls, come out talk lar, stop the no life act. You're just wasting the Earth's resources. Please lar hor, she's definitely prettier than you. Just say you're jealous and that's solve. Cause

-(:

EUNICE: obviously you're jealous she's much much much much much much more prettier than you. And please, this is a fact, -'-!

-(:

EUNICE: AIREN! These are just no-life people, barking.. LOVEYOU!
-Thanks.I LOVE YOU TOO !

yijun: hello jenny:)tagged le
-Thanks.

яΰї ▪ xỈпĝ: hao le! Go do my quiz. Go go.
-Okay.

shirley: hello dun know how to link uh!!! batard~
-LOLS !

shirley: haha
-...

WANNIE: JENNY DARL ! i miss you ): btw relink kaay . ty
-I miss you too.Relinked. (:

thengwei-passby: Don't be childish. u can't hide 4ever . Althought no one know who are u but god knows. If u really not happy with jenny then go talk to her and get things done.
-Thanks.

krystal (:: Spammer , dont come act one no name leh -.- Parents given u nice name u put my gan moth-a name for ? her name too nice u jealous right i know , she got cb face u leh ? lanjaio and gongzaiface right ?
-Thanks.

krystal (:: i know lurh . Dont act chilidsh infront of others can ? Get off here la -.- . anw tag
-Thanks.

♥/Jillian: Hello Jenny.
-Thanks.

Joey': LOL , so SORRY ! i scolded the wrong person
-Nvm.

Amzar :D: Tagged
-Thanks.

Ms Goh: So this is your blog?
-Which Ms Goh are you?

jH: lol eh i link you le ok?
-Okay. (:

Joey': relink :]
-Okay.

wei huang: hEllo...Link wo ^^
-You're?

Appleheadx♥: Link me uh! [:
-Linked. (:

li jin: welcome
-(:

xCarrie.: hellos,jenny link me up.! mine's private so gimme yr email,i'll invitie you asap.! :]
-Okay.babypurplejenny@hotmail.com

xCarrie.: http://www.lovecapsule-carrie.blogspot.com/
-Linked.

mat rap: y nvr come sch ?
-You're?

passer by: wow, i didn't know you're a *****. They're mine , you snatch, SCRATCH.
-Oh please ,does that concern you?

passer by: PUSSIE
-Oh thanks ,i do have that ,know you don't have.Lols.

HuiXian: HELLOOO jie IMY lah...jiayous in ur MYE ya? Love ya<3>Imyt.You too. (:

WANYI.: passerby diam leh -.- JIE HELLO.
-Hellos. (:

EUNICE: AIREN! Why today didn't come school! )))):
-Don't know.

EUNICE: Passerby: Just **** off and die! You're just taking the space on Mother Earth.
-Thanks.

EUNICE: Welcome. Luv.
-(:

♥/Jillian: Faster faster update blog!
-okay.Okay. (:

??:biggrin:??: eeee so disgusting
-Dotz.YOu mean yourself?

ERNEST: Wowww your blog like spam until very jialat uh. Might as well change the whole tagboard. Lol.
-Dotz.Why should i?

MEGAN-passer by: -.- , we also didnt know you're a dog barking behind this square box ! if you have no pride to write your own name , your parents have taught you badly , haiyoyo . BAD DOG ! -.-
-Thanks.

MEGAN-: everything will be alright . anything call me k ? i'll be here for you (:
-Okay.Thanks.

♥/Jillian: To ??:biggrin: Hey, please. Put name leh. Dog sia, no name one uh?
-Thanks.

qianhui.: Tagged <3>Thanks.

Josef: Yeah ?
-Nothing. (:

B.Cherine: jennyyyyyyy! link me
-Okay.

B.Cherine: snapoflove-photography.blogspot.com
-Linked.

愛♥L-ynn: HELLO AH JEN !! Will smile to your more often, Arbo you say i fierce again.. -.-'' Takecare !!
-hahas.(:

ERNEST: eeee u ****ing tut so disgusting like hell u sucks man like hell u ****ing ass hole!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-You mean yourself?Oh maybe.Hahas.

ERNEST: fuc
-You?

ERNEST: ****
-....

ERNEST: kan ni na bu cao zi bai
-kan your mother cao zi bai?Omg.

ERNEST: u ****y ****ing **** **** **** ****ly
-Hum ah ,put star.lols.

2n6: pingyao here uh . dun say i visit bo tag =)
-Hahas.Okay.

ERNEST: jenny go die
-Oh ,jenny tan?Jennt neo?Jenny Sim?

ERNEST: shes a ficking girl
-oh really?She is?

ERNEST: ya ****ing
-?

ERNEST: come la
-Come what?You come la.

ERNEST: ban la
-oh ,this i know ,no need you teach me.

CASSANDRA'♥: boo ! jenny ! ;D haha ! tagged !
-Dotz.

Joey': thanks sotong :]
-Welcome.

Lester: Passerby > ernest ?
-...

-/xinyu: Hey hey tagged. Miss you (:
-Thanks.

julia: YO LOVER ! Update soon yeah ! take care . :]
-Orh.

gelvin: that spammer comfirm nt ernest.ernest wont dare to do this=.=some1 is using his name
-Lols.Which gelvin are you?

EUNICE: Please lar hor, ERNEST where got like you so twit, dumb! Please, use your own name.
-(:

EUNICE: Dare to scold don't dare use your own name. The best way for you to do is, **** off and die.
-Thanks.

EUNICE: Airen! (L)
-Airen !

S-hermaine: Passby, tagged.
-Thanks.

REALERNEST: Please lah, got name please your own name. Dont anyhow use up people's name. Anyways your typing and mine typing is different can. So many people already say is not i tag de. And i dont spam people bl
&
REALERNEST: blog like you. think before you act. and jenny, check the ip code of my real tag and the fake ernest tag. it will be 100% different tag -.-
&
REALERNEST: please use your own name*
-At first i thought is you but alot ppl say not you.

Amzar :D: TAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
-Thanks.

Amzar :D: Haha So many spam !! Hate Spammers !!
-Yeah.

SHIRLIA: ps my internet spoilt so i'm sorry for the late reply ):
-Nvm.

Welshia: Finally i got to tag you . com spoil fr past days or months . HAHA . Bi , relink me uh .Loveyou,3
-Okay.

B.Cherine: Wow, how stupid to use other's name, boji dont talk so much luh hor, cb
-(:

MEGAN: sweethearttttttttttttt (:
-SweetHeart. (:z

Appleheadx♥: Ahjen ar! Hahas. Loves!
-Hahas. (:

Amzar :D: I agree with B.Cherine to a large extent that it is very stupid to use other's name while tagging
-(:

Lester: lame larhs use own name larhs hamji izzit ? oo forgot ur mum don give u a name
-Hahas.

REALERNEST: AIyah, people dont have name what. so anyhow find one name -.- people's mum and dad never gave him/her a name what -.- cannot blame.
-(:

qianhui.: tweety tagged miss y
-Thanks.

Lester: relinked me (: http://unziipped.blogspot.com/
-Relinked.

julian: Ps long time never come tag you le .
-Nvm.

2009-04-27T06:10:00.000-07:00

Ps people ,miss me?Hahas.
Sorry for not posting this few days alrights.

Now gonna post. (:

These photos are took on last saturday. (:

This few days quite busy uh.
Too many things to do.

Damn tired this few days uh.

Don't have enough sleep this few days.

Slacking with same people day by day.

Nothing much to post le.
Takecares people. (:

2009-04-22T05:41:00.000-07:00

Replying tagges

& samuel: hahs, thanks xinai, tag more hor ~ :]

-Welcome.Okay. (:

jeff: hi dun sad le la haha...

-Okay.

YuTing: Jenny! I'm sooooo bored! (:

-Same too.

Passerby: Where did you edit your photos from?Those on the posters all that?

-photofunia.com

Amzar :D: I just followed what Julia said !

-Lols.

Amzar :D: Wah you spammed my friendster?? Oh okay nvm..as long as you are happy then spam me more

-Hahas.

Amzar :D: Tagged ! Tagged ! Tagged ! <3

-Thanks.Loves. (:

lester xD: LOL i believe that the passerby is not a passerby LOls xD tagged stay pretty xD

-Lols

JennySux: oi cheebye,u got one cheebye face la

-Wahpiang! Lols.

Lester: OI fker larhs u BUCKOFF loser ! say people CB face , you ley ? im afraid it worst scold people ! walk infornt of me and say larhs zzzz

-Thanks.

Passerby: knn nameless dog,cb come ppl blog spam.not heppy come out tok dun hide behide com like humji kia like tat lah hor.pcb

-Thanks.

Josef: haiyo , who so lame go spam your blog -.-

--.-

julian: Lol chill everyone . That person doesn't has any name thats why he came here to scold people " cb face " ?

-Thanks.

julian: When he himself or she , had already a .. " cb face " so sad to know .

-Thanks.

julian: Why compare with people with your " cb face " when yours so buang ? haha . Jenny face looks better then yours ?

-Thanks.

julian: Come people blog don't dare use your name and hide behind computer scolding people uh D: Lowlife haha

-Thanks.

julian: It's such a waste of time talking to this kind of people haha , moronic idiots.

-Thanks.

Brandon: Tagged!! relax luh jenny than guy no balls 2 say his name luh cux he/she have a cb face and was jealous about ur pretty face

-Thanks.

li jin: knnbcb wan scold ppl CB face then write your name la.. you this chapo let ppl **** la..you also come out from your CB, then lik that you also got a CB face la.****ing asshold..**** you whold ancestor.

-Thanks.

li jin: cheer up!(:

-Thanks.

2009-04-22T04:48:00.000-07:00

What a bad day !

Early in the morning kena caught by mr zul.
Fill up the stupid serious offence form.
Damn f.up luhs.
Already no mood liao ,den still like this.
After that ,after recess ,caught my miss neo.
Kena another form again.
Don't know wtf day i have !
After school ,went for hockey.
Was quite okay.

But going back to school that time?
Got something happened in the bus ,

very fuck-up luhs !
Came back home,blog tio spam ,cb siol.
To that spammer ,
Eh ,i got what face ,does that concern you?You're just a nameless dog barking behind a computer.Other that that ,nothing else you can do.Caught dog can't do much things.
Just so lifeless.If you got guts ,come infront of me and say.Why write in my blog?
Oh please luhs ,how old already ,why still so childish?Immature uh?Wake up la hor !
LIFELESS NAMELESS DOG !

2009-04-20T00:07:00.000-07:00

Replying tagges

♥/Jillian: Linked. (:

-Linked too. (:

W-elshia: SupBi , blog currently removeed , will save my blog back sooner MUCHLOVE (:

-Sure. Loves. (:

Amzar :D: Stay happy

-Okay. (:

lifang: wow ni you suan ppl birthdae arhs???

-ya luhs.Lols.

lifang: HEHEHEHEHEHE

-LOLS !

Passerby: Oh,if u are troubled,don't drink too much ok?Must tc of your health.^^

-Sure.Thanks alrights.

thengwei: u are a girl without feeling.

-??

Weixian: tagged : D

-Thanks.

EUNICE: AIREN! LOVELOVELOVE! ♥♥♥

-AIREN ! LOVE YOU LOTS ! ♥♥♥♥♥♥

Desmond: Tag, haha...

-Thanks. (:

Amzar :D: Sorry !! Sorry !! Sorry !! Sorry !! Sorry !! Sorry !! Sorry !! Sorry !! Sorry !! D:

-Aiya ,nvm luhs.Over already.

Darren: Hello

-Hi. (:

LILING: LAOPO! Luv ya ! (:

-LAOPO !

Lester <#: Hellos tagged (

-Thanks.

Lester <#: :

-?

julian: Lols you hair look like you suffer from depression lols.

-Which one?

Amzar :D: Lols you hair look like you suffer from depression lols.

-Lols.Which one?

Josef: next time uh -.- everyday must update meh . Haha .

-Ya luhs.

яΰї ▪ xỈпĝ: heyy hey!!!

-(:

Joey'♥: Jenny :]

-Yes? Joey. (:

thengwei: The real kind of rich is not when u have alot of money. The true rich is that u have a good job, income, a family and live happily this is then the true kind of rich.

-Lols.Tell me this for?

thengwei: Being rich with alot of money is no use. Although u will say that u can buy alot of things. But, Just imagine. U die with 2 million in ur bank and u give it to ur son. Ur son will not workhard in his

-Tell me this for?

thengwei: studys. He will think that his family is rich so he have unlimited money to spend. If i day the money runs out. N his study is not good he may be a cleaner. ( U may not understand, u will understand

-Tell me this for?

thengwei: it when u grow up.

-...

MEGAN: remember the heart shape in the movie ? (:\

-Yea.Hahas. xD

Amzar :D: Tagged ! <3

-Thanks.Loves. (:

Amzar :D: Returning the returned tagged Go and have some food..Don't keep yourself too hungry

-Okay.okay.

krystal: (: hi ...

-hi?

MEGAN: know wby ? cause we're great company ma ! HAHA . kidding , see you tmr sweetheart (:

-Muhahaha.Yea! See you tmr too.I love my sweetheart !

2009-04-19T23:51:00.000-07:00

Click on my nuffnang

Well ,woke up around 9 plus. Stayed at home the whole day.
So bored uh.
Nothing much to post.
People ,tag more alrights. (:
Takecares.
Loves.

2009-04-19T01:06:00.001-07:00

Click on my nuffnang alrights. (:

Today ,woke up at 3.
Too tired ,so did not went to help my parents.
Guessed they were very tired now.
Wondered they eat already anot.
Hais.They both are getting old le.
Can't let them keep working like that.
Gonna find a job or go help them more.
Mid year is coming soon.
Don't know i will retain this year.
As i can't cope up my studies.
My studies are like shit.
Really scared i will retain uh.

Now waiting my for my parents to come back.
And go out eat.
Haven eaten anything yet ,hungry uh.

2009-04-19T00:25:00.000-07:00

Ps uh people ,so long nvr post as i don't have any pictures and lazy uh.
Hahas. xD

Yesterday went to food and fun fair ,meet justin and mark.
The food and fun fair was boring uh.
But esp for the dunk.

Kena dunked many times.
All thanks to May and others.

But was fun luhs.
After that went so called 'clubbing' in the school.

And mark went off.

Went in saw many people uh.
Wanted to play the pool ,but too many ppl le.

Hahas.Ps.

After that very angry cause of other things.

Damn pissed off.
Took my things and went out.
Pangseh le justin ,sorry uh.
I was damn angry that time.

And josef was with him.
Thanks uh.At least he do have friends with him.

Sorry once again justin.
But you also nvr call me or msg me when i left.

Hais.Nvm uh.
So as i'm out ,i went toilet.

And actually gonna walking alone in the school.

So while walking ,megan called my name.

so went to her.

Talked and talked ,while quening up for the haunted house.

Went in with megan ,julia and qh.
Was pulled while walking uh.

After that ,went compass.

Met up with Aaron & Taffarel.

Long time nvr see them uh. Hahas.

Well ,we were crazy uh.
Laughing like mad people ,hahas.

And me ,don't know why keep wah piang here wah piang there.
Hahas.Fun uh.
I just don't know why everytimes i go out with sweetheart, lover,aaron and taffarel they all.

Slacked at Sculpture Park while waiting for their friends.

And qh went home.

Played Murderer and the Police.
First time played uh.
After that ,went down to AMK hub ,to catch movie.

Watched '17 again'.

Quite tired and smelly uh.
Can't stand the smell. Lols.
Reached home at midnight.
Plus tmr got e-learning ,no school.

Yeah. (:
Can sleep more.Hehes.

2009-04-14T03:28:00.000-07:00

Happy 14th Birthday Chong Yew !

Today school was as per normal.

Was really tired today.

After school went to do ipw.
Funny uh.
Do till 4 plus.

Went computer lab ,

talked alot of things.
Funny luhs him ,

and i can't believed he do said that.
Hahas.
But it's true.

She is such a irritating person.
Hate her alot man !

Oh please ,not only i hate her.
Even ....... also hate her.

Ps ,can't say who.
Hahas.

Btw i'm just moody this few days.
Feel like ______ but already quit as i promised many ppl and for the sake of my cca.
Den also feel like drinking.

But if i drink ,my friends don't like.
What can i do?

I'm already tired of so many things yet got other things.
Don't know when den i can be free ,and don't need think of so many things.

And i know that day won't arrive cause everyday sure got some problem de.

Plus i wish i will be very rich ,but i know i can't.

2009-04-14T03:10:00.000-07:00

Replying tagges

clara: baby tag! must return mi 1..loves baby.

-Sure. (:

Amzar :D: Megan said carry on smiling.. I've got something to say too Smile for real !! Hahas If you are happy, there is nothing to be sad about

-Thanks. (:

May: U are TAG to do the quiz in my blog..

-Done. (:

krystal: (: cheer up alright ,dont be sad (: Smile

-Thanks.

Josef: Long bodoh the question -.- Haha

-Walaoeh ,where got long?-.-

Lester <3:>

-Nvm.(:

EUNICE: AIREN! Done the quiz already.

-Okay.

fairy dust: hello:) do check out http://fairy-dust-shop.blogspot.com/ for some interesting buys!:)

-sure.

Joey'♥: okays , will do it soon :]

-Okay.

Weixian says: tagged youu. tagg back.

-Sure.(:

Mark'-: yo bestie! long time never use comp le so nvr really read you blog etc. (: loves
-Nvm.Loves. (:

[G/]race.Lai: hellos . mummy !

-Hellos.

Amzar :D: thanks for helping me making a blog !!

-Welcome.

MEGAN: please stop drinking sweet.

-Sorry.

Passerby: drinking is bad for health leh . May i know why u drink ? Is it because of troubles ?

-Ya.

EUNICE: Aiyo, stop drinking k, anything, call me, i'll be your best listener k! You know you have me. Cheer up, ai ren!

-Thanks.

Mark'-: wa bestie drink also never jio sad siah. hais ):

-Sorry.

Mark'-: and i told you not to drink too much right..

-Sorry.

Josef: Drink , drink and drink -.- Do other things uh , haha .

-Trying to.

& samuel: Miss-ed XinAi too.

-Missed you too.

edison: drink somemore

-Okay.

EUNICE: AIREN!

-AIREN !

...: hey,dont drink 2 much.....

-Trying to.

LILING: Laopo, hasn't been tagging you for long sorry

-Nvm.

Joey'♥: Sotong :]

-Yes?

Joey'♥: Drinking is bad for health HAHA

-I know.

alexius: harlows dumbdumb.(:

-Hellos. (:

Sheryl: Omg, the cake freaking cute sia! Wonder how you eat that! HAHA

-Thanks.Just eat like normal.Lols.

thengwei: I have to say that the cake is very cute. The eating part very hard. Kbox very expensive how u afford. u so rich . By the way u go to which kbox that 1 near hougang mall?

-Lols.Not hard.

Joey'♥: Sotong ! : D

-Yes?

Joey'♥: i last time say drinking is bad for health , yet now drink with you . LOL , crazy me

-Orh.

W-elshia: Bi, meet you later <3>

-(:

Lester <3:>

-Thanks.

ssSECRETss: Looking for trendy clothings? Do visit us....

-Sure.

2009-04-12T06:38:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday May ! (:

2009-04-12T06:08:00.000-07:00

Ytd's photo. (:

2009-04-12T00:34:00.000-07:00

Everything had changed !

Ya, i did changed so do you.
You nvr talk to me like this before.
I drink because of what ,
you don't know.
Oh ,you don't understand at all ,
and you said is i don't understand?
Fine ,as you said ,
"treat mi lyk a stranger den" !
You walked your own way and i walked mine.
Take it as all my fault la.
You said de all right.
I'm wrong.
I should not _______& drink.
Ya ,you're always rights.
I quit _______cause what ,
i drink cause of what?
Cause of myself?
Ya ,maybe.
I'm such a stupid idiot girl alrights.
Can't believe this happened cause of drinking.
Why should i have to fight with you?
WHY?
Ain't i such a idiot ,living in this fucking world?
Well ,everything ended here.
I'll rmb.
12 APRIL 2009 , 3:48 PM.
Tmr is ......FGI !

2009-04-11T10:10:00.001-07:00

Happy birthday May & TyanHuey !

Wish you both ,always happy and all your dreams can come true ! (:
And May ,please be more guai alrights.
Takecares.

2009-04-11T09:28:00.000-07:00

Click on my nuffnang alrights.

Kbox is my love !

Pictures will be upload when i got all. (:

Woke up around 11 plus and went to bath.
After bath ,while waiting for hair to dry ,went to use com.

Used till 12 plus ,closed everything and went to help my parents.

Worked till 5 plus ,closed shop and went to buy my grandmother's thingy ,

den went home around 6 plus.
Bath and sheryl came to my house.
We used com awhile and headed to hougang interchange there to find tiffany and julia.
Pei julia wait for taxi den we went to kbox.

Went there around 7 plus and leave at 11 plus.
So fun inside uh.

Laughing like nobody business.
We sang alot of songs and went toilet alot of times.Hahas.
After our kbox ,while we walking home ,

we kena scared by cockroach ,

after that is cat.
The cat is most scary uh.

Just now while we were walking ,sheryl heard cat like fighting de sound ,

so we walked over to see.

Saw the cat ,den the cat was like running towards us that direction ,

we were damn scared uh ,so we ran like a mad woman like that.
We ran for a while ,and thought that it is fun ,

so went back to see.
Saw only one cat ,so we walked back home.
Sheryl go her way ,and me and Tiffany walked the other way.
Sent Tiffany home after that went home.
Quite tired but fun ! (:

1 more days to May's & TyanHuey birthday.

2009-04-10T21:12:00.001-07:00

That night !

2 more days to May's & TyanHuey birthday.

2009-04-09T21:03:00.000-07:00

Quiz tagged by my sister.

Meaning of Colour & Your Birthday...
Don't cheat, If you are honest, this tells the truth.
It's pretty good.
Write your answers on a piece of paper, and NO cheating!
The answers are at the bottom.

1. Which is your favorite color out of: red , black , blue , green , or yellow ?
2. Your first initial?
3. Your month of birth?
4. Which color do you like more, black or white?
5. Name of a person of the same sex as yours.
6. Your favorite number?
7. Do you like Flying or Driving more?
8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more?
9. Write down a wish (a realistic one).

When you're done, scroll down. (Don't cheat!)
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Answers

Q1.
Red - You are alert and your life is full of love.
Black - You are conservative and aggressive.
Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.
Blue - You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love.
Yellow - You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down.

Q2.
A-K You have a lot of love and friendships in your life.
L-R You try to enjoy your life to the maximum & your love life is soon to blossom.
S-Z You like to help others and your future love life looks very good.

Q3.
Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected.
April-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever.
July-Sep: You will have a great year and will experience a major life-changing experience for the good.
Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be great, but eventually you will find your soul mate.

Q4.
Black: Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.

Q5.
This person is your best friend.

Q6.
This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime.

Q7.
Flying: You like adventure.
Driving: You are a laid back person.

Q8.
Lake : You are loyal to your friends and your lover and are very reserved.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people.

Q9.
This wish will come true only if you send this to five people in one hour.

TAGGED 20 People to do the quiz.

- Sister
- Shyi
- Megan
- Tiffany
- Julia
- Sheryl
- Joey
- Josef
- Welshia
- Julian
- Eunice
- Justin
- Liling
- Limin
- Rafi
- Darrel
- GuiQing
- Hafiz
- Yuting
- Lifang

My answer are coloured !

2009-04-09T08:42:00.000-07:00

Replying tagges

MEGAN: hey sweet , i may not know who , but do fill me in or monday kay ? , dont be so depressed . carry on smiling

-sure.Thanks. (:

& samuel: Hmm. anything that is $100 and above. :]

-Try.hehes.

clara: thanks baby!!tag !!

-Welcome. (:

clara: love you♥

-Love you too.

Limin: Why're you falling out of love? i call you & your sis no pick up how get clothes? ):

-cause i don't trust love anymore.Can call me le.

.! Miyuko ♥: Jenny here , cheerup . Although im not very good in consolling others , but I'll still give my best shots . CHEERUP ,

-Hi.thanks

julian: Lol , cannot i alr told you on msn , i treat you eat something can le

-Anything ba.

Amzar :D: You everytime reply me with :)

-Hehes.

Amzar :D: Can reply me with something else?? Like something longer..haha XD Btw why never tag and link me?? HAHA jkjk ( Always look on the bright side of life )

-Trying.Lols.You no link.......

Josef: Return already . Everytime also like that one -.-

-Lols.

Lester <3:>

-Don't know.

rayyanLION: hello jenny! tagged!

-Hi.Thanks.

THENGWEI: I in china. U though china no Internet.

-Lols

lijin: by who??

-teachers luhs.

nasri: link me .! !! ! ! ! !

-sure ,what's youe name?

Joey'♥: Loves ! : D

-Loves. (:

Amzar :D: Huh i don't get your post on saturday, 4th of april.. Waiting for someone?? Bt you alr

have a bf..haha LOLZ

-Lols.den nvr.

Sheryl: hahahahahahahahahaha! PAGER ~

-HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

ivan: tag!return tag please!

-Okay.okay.

Amzar :D: Hello !!! You asked me to tag you more right?? Do you mean flood or spam?? HAHA

-Hi,lols.

XD My part time job mah.. Kay XD ( SMILE )

-Lols.

HAFIZZZZ: done linking alr! hees told u i will link u.

-(:

jessica: jenny! cheer up larh(:

-Thanks.

thengwei: so good u going to get ur phone back. Congarts. Aiya i am going to die on 30-4-09l

-(:

❥Cornelia: Congrats JIE ! (:

-Thanks.

edison: viewed n tagged.=)cheer up.=)

-Thanks.

guan yu: u noe hu is kirby lim.in ur school de

-which one?

EUNICE: AIREN! You haven't thank me! Cause i helped you get your phone backkkkk!

- Ah! Miss you! (:

-/xinyu: Hey-yo! tagged! saw u today! yeah! (9:

-(:

-/xinyu: ((:*

-(:

Lester <3:>

-(:

wanyi.: hi jie! tagggg LOL.

-Thanks.

Joey'♥: yeahs laha , ask sheryl go find tht pager guy . HAHA : D

-Lols.

Joey'♥: SOTONG ! im bored D:

Me too.

2009-04-09T08:00:00.001-07:00

Click on my nuffnang !

Is a drinking day !

Today in school was like normal?

ZhenCheng came to school today but yuting &lifang nvr come.
Sad uh.
Thought what happened to them.

After that ,went for homecon ,cooked mee tai bak?

Was ,quite nice uh.
Took photo with my partner and my class.
And during recess ,we one group ,don't know why got alot of things to say uh.

We chatted and chatted ,after that ,suddenly don't know who said miss neo nvr come ,

we all were shouting like mad women uh.Hahas.
And many ppl went looking at us.Psps.

Den we went up to the hall ,

while walking ,we can hear the hall was so noisy.
And so we went up quickly to play in too.
Hahas.Saw many ppl were throwing bottles and shouting.

After awhile ,everyone went back to class.

And i got science test ,don't know i will pass anot.

Maybe bahx.Hahas.
After science is mother tongue.
Got a so called test too.

All mcq question ,pass uh cause i copy.

Muhahahas.

After that is assembly ,quite okay uh.
And after school ,went compass with megan ,julia and qianhui.
Den qianhui went home and rafi came.
Went library awhile.
After that they all went home and i went to find joey ,sheryl and tiffany.
Den we go slacked slacked awhile den walked to joey's house there play cards.
After that went rivervale plaza with joey to buy food for her mother.

Den went to her house and play cards again.
Played quite long den went down to find darren.
Slacked awhile and me ,tiffany and sheryl went off.

Tiffany went home ,while me and sheryl go buy beers.

Was finding ppl to help us buy beers cause we're wearing uniform.
So called yuting as her house is near there and can also ask her why nvr come school.
She came down and help us bring.

THANKS ALOT ALRIGHTS !

Loves you.Hahas.

After buying those beers ,

went home.
Ltr at midnight ,den go out drink with sheryl.

Gonna have heart to heart talk.
I swear ,i will sure cry uh.

Really very tired and enough of everything already.

now is time to relax uh.

Btw feel like goin kbox uhs.
Anyone wanna go ,contact me alrights.

Byeeeeeee.

3 more days to May's & TyanHuey birthday.

2009-04-08T04:18:00.000-07:00

Click on my nuffnang alrights.

4 more days to May's & TyanHuey birthday.

Today i got back my phone.
Muhahahaha !

Well ,today school was okay okay.

After that ,got a little sad luhs ,

alone walking out of school.
After that meet megan ,joey ,tiffany ,sheryl ,julia ,qianhui &xuejiao.
We went to compass to eat.

After that ,megan ,julia &qianhui went home.
Left the rest ,so we went back to school ,

as i got hockey.

Went back ,and i saw coach.

Coach was angry with me cause i'm late.
I was angry too.

So i went to find my friends and slacked.

Slacked quite long den i went back.

When i went back ,i was break time ,

so i trained myself.
While they come back ,i went down.
I rested awhile den joined back.

Trained and played match.
Come to match ,i'm so happy ,

but i nvr win.

Maybe i'm too lousy.
Run till i also can't breathe siol.
After training ,we all went to climbed rock.

Today is my first time climbing rocks in my whole entire life.

Was quite fun ,but my hands were pain.

After that ,we all went home.

Quite a tiring day.

Keep thinking about sth.

Such a silly person uh.

Bused home and started posting.

Well ,i can't believed you do that to me !

I'm really sad luhs.I'm very tired le.
Relationship already got problem ,

friendship?

family?

I had enough problem ,

why are you adding more?

I thought we could be close again ,

but now?
Is it just a dream or what?

I thought everything had been changed ,

and everything will be fine for now.

But ,is like the same.
If this coming again ,why bother to be back?

I'm just wondering alrights.

Don't you know how hurtful it is to me?

2009-04-07T04:51:00.001-07:00

PHONEPHONEPHONE !
Click on my nuffnang alrights.

Today was was normal.
Was tired in class.

After school ,went out with friends.

Maybe goin out with friends can let me feel better.
Went compass to eat ,after that went to library.
Was so ,don't know is lucky or unlucky.
We saw people that we know from the place we eating ,

to the library.
Slacked there and see the year book.
After awhile ,megan and julia went off.

And so we.Left me, maomao ,joey ,and girlfrd.
We went to buy horoscope book ,

after that we went to rivervale plaza.

Was really crazy at there.
We were all laughing like mad woman.
After that went walking around the pasamalam ,ps don't know how to spell. =X

Den walked awhile ,went to slacked at a void deck till 6 plus.

After that we all went home.
Reached home and starts using com.

I'm disappoined in you alrights.

I cried because of you.
See you changed alot uh.

You're no longer the one i know.

You're really hongster/flirter uh.
You can say i selfish or what.
That's the truth.
See you become like that ,it's hurt alrights.

Maybe we are not meant to be tgt ya.
Well ,i think ,you should go your own way ,

and i should go my own way den.
Because can see you had fallen in love with a new girl.

Well ,goodluck to you alrights.

Hope to be friends and talk more.

But if you don't want it's okay.

Btw i think i shall not mention your name alrights.

If you know who is it ,keep it to yourself !

1 more day to get back my phone.
5 more days to May's & TyanHuey birthday.

2009-04-06T06:08:00.001-07:00

Ahh.......

I want my phone &

click on my nuffnang ,people. (:

Today made a new gan ,

gan twinny.
Love you luhs. (:

Today was quite tiring uh.

Almost wake up late ,as i lazy to wake up ya.

Get ready everything and went down.
Bused to school.
Today saw "someone" ,and doesn't have the mood alrights.
Just no mood.Maybe i'm foolish or just silly uh.
Aiya ,continue.
Nearly after school ,me and lifang ,

were singing some funny song uh.
Hahas.
Damn funny ,we sang it to yuting ,

and she laughed like don't know what.

Den shiyi also heard ,and she gave me that look.
Really funny uh ,keep laughing none stop.
When i went to changed my clothes ,i'm still laughing.
That time i was thinking ,

am i really laughing or i'm faking laughing.
I wondered.hais.
After that ,went to wait for Tiffany den megan they all.
They were went out of school ,while me and shiyi ,

stayed in school.
Actually got hockey ,and cause of raining ,the girl hockey training was cancelled.
So decided to go to gym.
Went there ,and was thinking about alot of things.
After that ,Nelsis came.
Chatted and exercised.
Not long ,we left.
I went home after that.
They both sent me to bus-stop ,so good uh.
Loves luhs ,Sister & buangster. xD

After that reached home ,

and my parents were at home.
Waiting for my sister to come back home ,

as my father wanted to see doctor ,cause he's not feeling well ,somehow.
So went to see doctor ,was so shocked uh.The price....

After that went home.
Should end here alrights. (:

2 more days to get back my phone.

6 more days to May's & TyanHuey birthday.

2009-04-05T06:16:00.000-07:00

Same old sentences....
I WANT MY PHONE &

Click on my nuffnang alright. (:

Happy 14th Birthday to Fa'in uh.
Wish all your wishes come true. (:

Today was awake by the mahjiong again.
So used com whil they were playing.
At night ,went to many places with my family.
Went to eat too.
Nothing much le.
Hais.
Takecares. (:

7 more days to May's & TyanHuey birthday.

2009-04-04T21:53:00.001-07:00

Nothing to do so went to do quizz at facebook...

Took a quiz title ,What nickname best adopts to me.
Ans the result is " Steady Water "
That nickname is assigned to me because i'm neutral, i have no bad or really bad sides.
Keep goin luck is in my way! (:

Took the other quiz title ,"Are you in love?"
And the result is "My heart still empty ,but looking for love.
It's says ,i'm not in love with anyone , but my heart is full of love and i'm waiting for the one to whom i'll give all the love i have in my heart . find my one , and fill the world with love. (:

2009-04-04T07:54:00.000-07:00

Replying tagges

Chunhou: hello ! get ur phone back soon !

-Thanks.

S-hermaine: I didn't invite anybody, alot spammer.

-Orh.

ERNEST: RELINK ME, http://t-ornbetween.blogspot.com/

-Relinked.

julian: anything lol . i also dont want stay at home . btw im going camp now , bye see you nxt time

-Orh.okay.

julian: OMFG , **** .. Did you give me the coupon ? did you see where i put ? coz i cant find it . wtf . x.x"

-Nvm fgi.I give you thing you lost it.Sad uh.

julian: nvm i'll try to find it when im back , i pay you when?

-orh.no need le.

Welshia: Bi, tag <3

-Thanks. (:

Lester <3:>

-(:

& samuel: nevermind, its okay, got belated present ma?

-Hahas.What you want?

Mark'-: Bestie! laughs wink. hahas tc

-(:

lijin: wat happen to ur phone???

-Kena confiscated.

Limin: sister, why can't contact you? imy((:

Phone kena confiscated by teacher.

EUNICE: AIREN!<3>

Relinked.

Chunhou: Hello Dear ! taggs ! stay happy ! ;D

-Thanks.

& samuel: hah, lovessssssss :3

-Lovesssssss. (:

❥Cornelia: yoo jie !(:

-Hi meimie.

♥BOIFREN: tagged fer u galfren .

-Thanks.

♥BOIFREN: ILOVEYOU@

-I love you too alrights.

julian: Lol :O

-...

julian: you push me first leh ): but paint is accidentily :X sorryyyy , who ask you so weak .. LOL

-Ya luhs.I'm weak ,can?

EUNICE: Hello ai ren! Relinked?

-Relinked.

clara: baby can give me 1 message? your new number didnt save in my new phone

-Sent.

Amzar :D: Hello XD Wah...why all you post so sad one?? Always look on the bright side of life !! Cheer up Haha btw who is that guy?? HAHA..

-(:

thengwei: no use to keep think about ur phone, i also thinking for my psp. time pass very fast. Everyday so sad 4 wat? Things that already happen happened. U can't rewind the time.

-Lols.

thengwei: I will only get my psp on 29 of june but ur phone is only 2 weeks. Be happy! 天天过得开开心心.

-okay.

EUNICE: AIREN! Cheer up! You've me alrights! You know i love you.

-(:

Chunhou: Dear , dont sad lahs . cheerups ! think about the past for what ? it's already over .. no use thinking about it right ? forget about it alrights ? just stay happy ! got anything can tell me (:

-(:

krystal: http://thybabybytchstrucked-love.blogspot.com/ relink./

-Relinked.

2009-04-04T07:38:00.000-07:00

Kinda FOOL !

Hais ,kinda Falling Out Of Love !

It had been more than 4 months i 'm single ,

cause i'm scared one day something that i don't want to happen will happen.
Every guy are the same.
I don't want to accept anyone is because i don't trust love anymore.
There's once i trusted love alot ,

but now?

Hais ,i had been hurt once ,i don't wanna to be hurt the second time.

I just want to be normal alrights.
I will try to be strong uh ,

as my friends told me ,

cheer up and you don't worth my shed.

People ,don't anyhow guess who is that person ,

cause i say de person in other country de.

2009-04-04T03:43:00.000-07:00

Same old sentences....

I WANT MY PHONE &
Click on my nuffnang alright. (:

Happy 25th Birthday to Cindy !

Miss you.

Today woke up at 11 plus.
And used com till 12 plus ,

den went to bath.
While waiting for my hair to dry ,

i went to use com ,

after that, about 1 plus ,

i went down to find Cindy they all.
When i went down ,

they had left.

Cindy went home ,

WoeiTing & Ivan ,

went to Kenneth's school don't know for what.

Den i don't know go where so i went home.
Wanted to call NORMAL friend ,BEST friend ,GAN BOYFRD ,DEAR or Jeremy out de ,

but decided not to.Cause I'm sad ,i don't want them to know.

They are all so good to me ,i don't wanna let them know I'm sad uh.
I'm sad about my previous post.
I can't believe that uh.
Hais don't say about that anymore.

And so ,after that i went home to take ez-link card ,

and walked to buang kok mrt.
At that time ,f siol ,rain.
But i just walked ,but the rain keep getting heavier and heavier so i walk fast ,

and there's a girl ,damn good uh.
Ask to share with me the umbrella.

I was like ,thanks alot uh ,

if she did not share with me ,

when i reached mrt station ,

i'll be damn wet uh.
Thanks alot ya.

Well there's a chinese phrase ,

"hao xin you hao bao". (:
After that ,i went to take mrt to farrer park to help my mother to work.
Went there ,totally no rain la.
But in the evening 4 or 5 ,there's a very heavy rain uh.

After that ,at 5 plus ,pack everything and close the shop ,

and went home.
Quite tired.Hahas. (:

1 more days to Fa'in birthday.
8 more days to May's & TyanHuey birthday.

2009-04-03T06:41:00.001-07:00

Hais.
This is how you treat me?

You hurt me alot uh.
I don't know why things happened to be this way.
I just don't get it.
Well ,maybe you think i'm a playgirl?
Omg ,i guess you're a playboy ya.
I swear i do like you once but out of the sudden ,

you changed ,changed a person which i don't know.
And you asked someone which is damn fucking close to me for stead?

WTF!
I hate guys la!

All guy can't be trusted.

2009-04-03T03:58:00.001-07:00

Same old sentences....
I WANT MY PHONE &

Click on my nuffnang alrights. (:

Happy 14th Birthday to Li Fang(pang) !
Wish all your wishes can come true alrights.

Today was quite okay uh.
Was having pe for the second period.
Ran 2 round outside school.
It's tiring but i must complete it ,

cause i really need to train hard.
My stamina is dropping like fuck uh.

Few years ago ,i'm a good player for hockey ,

and my running was almost on the top.
Now ,it was like shit !
Not i wanna said myself good or what ,

it's true alrights.

Sian ,plus sometimes i do feel like quitting hockey.

The people there were like two-sided uh.
I really hate it.
Plus what if i'm good in hockey ,got good stick ,good pad ,good shoes ,

my studies is like shit !

I hate studies ,i just don't like studies.
Everytimes i tell teachers this ,

they will sure say ,"why don't study?
Like that when you graduate ,how to find job?"
I was like ,i really hate studies ,and everytimes come to study time ,

i'm like dying uh.
Hais.Say till this ,feel like telling Mr Raj this ,

but i'm scared he will be saying the same thing.
He's like Mr Aj/Mrs roman/Mr Ali like that ,
he care for me alot uh.

He is also there when i need ears.
Thanks alot alrights !
After school ,went to hockey.
Quite boring at the starting ,

but ending, is quite fun uh.
But there's a thing i need to know uh ,

what happened to Anissya ah?

The whole day was like ,fgi uh.
Hais.Everything had changed.
When she fall ,i was helping her ,

but what i get was ,hais.
Will end here ba.

1 more days to Cindy's birthday.
2 more days to Fa'in birthday.

9 more days to May's & TyanHuey birthday.